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Damn movie

2009-04-03T08:15:00.000-07:00

Hello hello.
Well i have niothing much to update lately.
But i have the update for the day i went out.
Thanks to Faya and Ruzz i was forced you watch the movie The Unborn.

And honestly, it was scary!
And i was screaming like a mad person at all the scary parts.
Well, lets not be shy about this stuffs.
I'm really scared for all this shit stuffs.
I get nightmares easily.

So half my time in the theater i was closing my eyes and hugging shafa.
hahaha.
Well i had fun screaming though.
So we headed to buy some lunch after the movie.

And went to pasir ris beach.
Ruzz brought us through the swamp.
And we discovered many things.
And i have to say, the crab house is disgusting.
Like so many holes holes.

eew!
hahaha, we were thinking of eating at the swamp.
But i think it wasn't a good idea.
So we headed to the water breaker,
And we had lunch ate there and talked about ghost stories and stuffs.
Then we decided to go to the playground.

To spend sometime.
So we cam-whored alot.
Hahahah.
And now we're called the MOVIE BUDDIES!
Hahaha.
We planned to catch the upcoming power pack movies together!
Hahaha, and i know it's gona be hell lots of fun!
ahahha.

The pictures,
I'll upload them below.
After that tiring day, went back home.
Was awfully tired.

Well that's all for now.
Have been staying at home and rotting for the pass few days.
So there's nothing much to say.
So adios!

<3

Ok, that shot was when i fell down, trying to climb that rock climbing shit.

2009-03-28T07:58:00.000-07:00

Hello hello!
Sorry for not updating lately.
Was just very worked up with the stuffs at home and Class bbq.
Hmmm.

Well i'm too lazy to mention about it.
Hahaha.
I'm glad that my damn bitchy girlfriend came back from hong kong already!
So i've gotta catch that pepek for a date real soon.

Not that i mean i'm a les.
Just saying she's just so close to me like how a boyfriend and girlfriend should be like.

Not meaning that we snog and stuffs.
That's ridiculous.
Hahaha.

Very close till we share deep deep secrets uh.
Hahahah.
Did really miss her during her trip there.
And so i've got nothing much to mention.

Singapore is really really freaking hot!
I was eventually sweating when i had the fan switched on.
Crazy man.

And i was telling shafa that we should migrate somewhere not hot.
And she said Forks.
And i so agreee to her.

If only we could.
We would be the first to migrate.
Heh.
Well we were just chatting on doing a asian twilight movie.
Hahaha, sick right?
I don't know.
Just a random thought that came up for the both of us.

Heh.
Well that's all for now.
I've got nothing much to say in this post.
Take care.
Love!
<3

What a day.

2009-03-16T08:53:00.000-07:00

Hello there!
Early posts!
Yayyyy!

hahaha.
Okay i got lots to type about today.
Cause it was a long day out.
But i'm not gona type much.
As i'm dead tired, and i'll doze off soon on the keyboard.

So yeah.
Today i was suppose to meet kas and miro at 0230pm today.
End up, i made them wait for me like 1hr and 15mins.
Hahaha, i met them around 0350pm.
hahahaha!
Long story for that.

Anyway really sorry for that guys.
So we were suppose to be checking out the timing for the journey to SGH.
Hahaha, and i suppose we didn't.
Cause i was being scolded by kas while going to the MRT.
And we had too much of fun in the MRT.
We lost track of the timing.
Hahaha.

And so when we reached SGH.
We headed to the sleeping disorders unit.
Miro mom works there.
So yeah.
And she let us use this room that no one uses.
So we were practically having damn lots of fun in the room.
Hahahah.
We took lots lots of pictures.
hahaha.
I'll upload them sooon.

And then after SGH, i got off at city all.
Went to meet my mommy.
And surprisingly my uncle was there.
So was just chatting with him.
Then once it was 0930pm.

Mom and me head home.
And now i'm blogging.
For the pics, i'll u0pload them soon.

Gtg now!
Byeeee.
<3!

What a life.

2009-03-14T06:14:00.000-07:00

Hello there!
Sorry for updating the blog late.
Hahaha, there's no reason now.
My exams are over.
What can i say, LAZY!
hahaha.

And so happily my exams are over.
I don't have much things to worry.
Attachment only starts on 13th April.
And i got posted to the hospital i wanted!
Singapore General Hospital!
Heh.

Well i'm not eager for my attachment to start.
I want more holidays!
Heh.

And so these holidays i have lots of plans.
Plus i have still yet to do the arrangements for the BBQ Class Party.
So i'm loaded.
And there are some days i'm left out.
Those days, i want to spend time with my beloved mommy!
heh.

Before the exams.
On SATURDAY, i met saida to do some studying.
At Tampines Library.
And so we did our usual studies.
And around 7, i left to meet nazia at whitesands.
And got home around 0930pm.
Watch Tv, and went to bed.

Hahahah.
Obviously, we camwhored.
I'll upload the pics below!
(((:

THURSDAY
I got the news that pradeepa's elder brother was admitted in the hosp.
Some kind of operation.
So Nazia, Kasturi and me went to visit him.
He looked fine.
And so bullied him for a while.
And stuffs, then we were getting late.
So we left the hosp.

And so we went to take my Graduation Cert from our former school.
And hafizzie wanted me to drop by.
Oh boy, i miss that fellow.
He's sucha annoy.
Yet my bestfriend in secondary school!
Hahaha.

After that headed to Pasir ris to return a CD.
And went back home.
Watch tv with mommy.
Then i watched House Bunny and Step up online.
And head to bed.

Well that's all for now.
I'm watching the match Liverpool Against Man U.
And Liverpool is leading 2-1!
YEAHHHOOOO!
hahahaha.

Alright byebye!<3

Okeh, honestly my favorite Picture(:

Random, no comments!

Crazy Friendship(:

Okeh, not terrorists okeh! We're Arabian Princesses(:
hehhh!

I know this picture is damn damn Formal, and weird.
Hahaha, it was a random picture. heh!

The saga continues.

2009-03-06T03:05:00.000-08:00

Hey hey there.
Sorry for not updating lately.
As i said, i get very exhausted after school.
So i'm lazy to do my post.

As for today, i came home early.
So i get to post my blog.
I'm very happy that for this full week we got to get home early.

Meaning there was not much of extra lessons after school.
Usually my classes end around 4pm or 5pm.
And the teacher will extend the lesson till 0600 or 0630.

And today surprisingly end 1 hour earlier than usual time.
So i got to reach home by 4pm plus.
haha.

I'm suppose to study, but i didn't.
I'm extremely tired and exhausted.

And i don't know whether i can go for my religious class tmrw.
I have to study and stuffs.
It depends on my mood tmrw.
I'll see whether i would want to go or not.

AND SO, IT SEEMS MY TWILIGHT FEVER HASN'T GONE DOWN!
NEW MOON IS COMING OUT ON THE 20 NOVEMBER 2009!
And i freaking can't wait!
Hahahah.

I was watching some random videos on youtube.
And realized that (Jacob Black) Taylor Lautner builed up his body just for new moon!
Isn't that awesome?
hahaha.

That guy really wants to act in the following up movies!
Hahaha, and he's kinda cute.
But not as good as Edward Cullen!
hahaha.

Damn i'm still so crazy over him.
Saving pictures of him and stuffs.
Hahahaha.

So in the Volturi, i heard that Dakota Fanning might acting as Jane.
And i so agree she looks like Jane from what i imagined from the book.
And also, i heard America Ferrera (ugly betty) might be acting as Emily who is Sam's fiancee.
And also the second cousin to Leah Clearwater.
And ShafaLOVE told me that Vaneesa Hudgens might be acting as Leah Clearwater.
That's so sucky la.
I hate Vaneesa Hudgens.

I wonder who will be Aro, Marcus and Caius.
And it seems to be that Caius has white hair like his face colour.
That's even more cool.

And there is a short clip on new moon on this website.
I was just surfing the net.
And i happen to pass through this website.
And i spotted it!
Ahhhh, TWILIGHT FANS!

Catch the clip out.
And you won't understand the website language it's in italy or what.
haha.
I'm really looking forward for this movie.

Hahahah.
Alright then.
Pictures are just below.
I'm gona head to bed.
So i'll update soon.
Bye! <3

WEBSITE FOR THE CLIP OF NEW MOON.
http://twilightlatino.com/main/index.php

Waiting in the arrival of new moon!
His pacs are awesome.(:

Ahhhh his smile!! It looks sexy in this picture. And does she look good beside him? I wonderrrrr..

I like this picture too!
His hair looks messy, but he looks good in coat(:

Ahhhh i like thisss smileee!
He looks good in his tux(:

apologies.

2009-02-25T06:23:00.000-08:00

Hello thereeee peoplee!
I'm sorry for not updating lately.
Believe me, school is full of stress.
So much things happened.
I just had no mood to blog anythingg.
And not forgetting.

My Birthday was a BEAUTIFUL day.
Thank you soo much for making it such a memorable day.
And to those who got me presents, Thank you sooo much.
I appreciate it from the bottom of my heart.

Okeh, let's forget about that.
It was so long ago.
Hahaha.
Well, i'm proud to say i've got 41 over 50 for my bio test!
How cool is that?
Hahahah, that marks wasn't really expected.
Hahahah.

So to those who thinks ITE is somewhere no one can do well!
You've gotten yourself wrong!
People can succeed there!
And i will show you that, MARK MY WORDS!

And so lately studies have already been starting to get a little intense.
Topics are getting more tough.
And damn i've been not getting enough sleep.
I can't get my ass out of my bed.
It's just so difficult!
Argh, i miss my holidays.

and i get so tired after school.
Due to the extra lessons and stuffs.
Well, this is my dream.
And i'm gona achieve it no matter what.
So till i succeed with my dream, i will have to bear with it no matter what.
(:

Okay, that's all for now i guess.
I'm gona head to bed.
I'm gona sleep.
Good night!
Take careee.
<3

Lethargic

2009-02-10T05:55:00.000-08:00

Hello hello!
Oh man!

School has been stress like mad!
Too much of biology man!
hahaha, and so school has been great.

Though for the long hours have been very tiring.
And still after school i get to have time to slack with my friends.
Great people!
Wicket fun too!

And so tmrw is my big day.
Hahaha, i do have plans.
And so my classmates asked me to bring extra cloths.
Wonder what are they up to.
But after that i have to rush to pasir ris to meet nazia.
She wants to meet me.
And after i meet her.

I've got to go home, and change.
And get dressed up.
My cousin is bringing my on a date!
hahaha, sweet right?

I hope my parents won't think anything bad, cause he's like a person i can marry.
Ahh, it's hard to explain it.
Nevermind.

Hahaha, so yeah.
Alright then.
I don't have much things to say.
I'm starving.
So i'm gona gobble food!
Adios!

<3

Dedications

2009-02-01T05:59:00.000-08:00

This song is dedicated to ShafaLOVE(pepek).

When I'm with you - Faber Drive

Saw you walk in to the room
Thought i'd try to talk to you
Babe am i every glad you wanted me too
Its been two years to the day
half the time I've been away
i know I'm not there enough
but that is gonna change
cause I'm coming back
to show you that
I'm keeping the promise that i made

When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you

yeah we've had our ups and downs
but we've always worked them out
babe am i ever glad we got this far now
still i'm lying here tonight
wishing i was by your side
cause when i'm not there enough
nothing feels right
so i'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

whatever it takes
im not gonna break the promise i made

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

This song is dedicated to the person who wanted the timeout.
Should know who is it.

You're not sorry - Taylor Swift

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been givin' out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long baby
But I figured you out
And you think it would be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
Oh no, no, no.

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waitin' in the cold
And you got to share your secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.

You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would have gone away, no
You used to shine so bright,
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.
You're not sorry.
No, no. Oh.

Previous post below!
Do read, it's the recent one!^^

School, Stress, Tests.

2009-02-01T05:35:00.000-08:00

So Saturday was out.
Had some course in ngee ann poly.
Was okey, kinda fun.
Camwhore like hell.

Hahaha, well pictures was not taken in my handphone.
So it will be long for me to upload.
Then after the course was over, went to marina bay with my classmates.
Went to have lunch.

So we headed to some centre.
I can't remember the name.
So after lunch i had to rush off to ECP(East Coast Park).

Sheila had a bbq pit for her birthday.
So i rushed off to ECP right after lunch.
Reached the beach at around 4 plus.
Abdullah, sandy, leong yew, his buddy, nabilah, kamila, lidya, raihan hunny and fayaLOVE was there.

So joined them.
Since they we going poly and stuffs.
Sure gona miss them lots!

Talked shits.
Had fun.
Once it was 6+.
It was getting late.

So i planned to take my leave.
And so did faya and the rest.
And the boys tagged along with us.
The pit was wayyy at the end.
So we had to take a cab to the interchange.

And there were five of us.
But we manged to catch one.
Hah, reached home around 8pm.
Showered, online.
And went to bed early around 12am.

So yeah. Well i only have two pictures of saturday at the beach.
I'll only upload those two.(:
That's all for now!
I've got school tmrw!
Haix, test are coming.
So it's time to burn the midnight oil!
hahaha. Alrightys! Byeee. <3

FayaLOVE, me and Raihan Hunny(:

FayaLOVE and me(:

2009-01-27T05:12:00.000-08:00

Hello hello!
Chinese new year holiday was okehhh afterall!
I didn't really go out with my family or what.
But tuesday was awesome!

Well, i woke up at 1130 cause i slept late watching the movie resident evil extinction.
Heh.
And blah blah.
Had milo for breakfast.
that's all.
And then when it was nearing 1, i went to bath.
Since i had a date with shafaLOVE!
And i left my house like 2pm!
when we were suppose to meet at 2.
Hahah, but nevermind, she was late herself!
hahaha.

And after we met at tamp mrt.
We headed to pasir ris!
And since she was thirsty and i was hungry.
We went to mac to have lunch.
And we saw nazia and gave her a surprise!
After lunch, we headed to E!hub for bowling.

But the bowling alley was packed man!
So many people, and the people waiting was more than i expect.
So we headed to see what was on theaters thinking that we could catch a movie.
But nothing was that fascinating that made us eager to watch it.
And the tickets we $8 bucks.
Shafa didn't want to waste her money.
Same for me.

Instead we headed to pasir ris beach.
Before we went there.
I told shafa that we should get a drink if not we'll get dehydrated there.
And so we headed to cheers.
And that pepek, went to all that beers and kept shouting at me whether i want it or not.
i knew then that her screw at her head was slightly loose.
hahaha.

And so we bought ourselves a big bottle of green tea.
Both of our all time favourite! ^^
And at cheers was this weird chinese song played.
And shafa started dancing!
Ofcourse i joined her.
No one was around.
lucky us.
hahahah!
And we walked our way to the beach.
Once we reached the beach.
We searched for a good place to settle down.
And we sat under the tree, listening to songs.
Making so much of noise.
Hahaha, that pepek makes me laugh in some way.

So we started taking the stupid pictures ever.
Hahaha, and i took a video too!
Hahaha, i'm soo not gona upload it ofcourse!
We talked really dirty in that video.
Hahahaha!

And so we got bored sitting down for long.
So we decide to venture to the sea a while.
We took off out footwear.
And walked to the beach.
And gosh, the beack was extremely polluted!
I've never seen the beach like this before!
So we walked along the beach like couples.
Hahaha.
Of course we didn't get to see any mak saleh(white guys).
So it was nothing that captured our eyes.

And along the way we walked!
WE discovered so many things man!
Something like jellyfish, but it wasn't.
It looks disgusting.
And shafa went to look for a stick.
Poke it, but nothing happen.
Eeeww.

And then we started writing out name on the beach.
And took pics of it, and ourselfs.
haha.
I was a good photographer you know!
hahaha.

And so we carried on walking and we so many more interesting things like washing machine lids.
And CONDOM!
hahahah!
We even took a picture of it!
hahahaha.
Sick uh?
Lol.
and so we settled down under a tree again.
This time.
There were these 4 bangalas on our left.
And they were taking pictures.
They act cool siah and take pics.
Serious, it was damn hilarious.
There was even one bangala take out his shirt and take picture siah.
Really sick you know!
all me and shafa could do was laugh!

Well, we had fun!
And we couldn't finish the green tea.
Both of us we bloated.
Hahahah.
And so we listened to songs.
And took more pictures.
And started walking back.
And there was this bangala look at us.
Like he really never see girls before siah.
Like what siah, then he suddenly stop when he was walking infront of us.
After we walk pass him, he kept looking.
Then started walking.
Shafa and i didn't really bother, so we carried on walking and after sometime.
I think someone else attracted the bangala.
So he stopped. Hahaha, sick fellow.

So we walked back all the way to pasir ris inter.
We took the train back.
Still laughing about our stupid jokes.
Hahahah, and hugged her since my stop came.
Screamed at her pepek!
and left the train.
Hahahha!

Well, it's really a long blog.
So i shall stop her.
And upload the pics.
Well, i don't really look good in the pics.
Hahaha, no time to look good in pictures la.
I hardly bother about that.
Hahha, and the wind was actually irritating my lens.
So yeah.

Well tmrw got school.
So i'm off now!
Will blog soon when i got time!

Adios!
Love!

Another shot! ahahha.

Making love with green tea. Hahah.

Nice pic eh? Praises to shafapepek! ahah.

Chey, great photographer eh? haha!

Obviously you guys should know what this is. And why it's lying around the beach. Haha, the tents there answer you why.

Washing machineeee LID! i wonder why the hell it's in a beach.

In the discovery on what the hell it was.

Ignore the finger please! ^^

I've no idea why i was biting her cap! hahah.

That middle finger was for her! Not for the camera. Hahah, well shocking uh. Wear tudong. Like this. Haha, that's me! hahaha.

Photos!

2009-01-22T05:32:00.000-08:00

Just here to post the pics!
Sorry there is only a few!
The rest was taken in other cams and phones!
will get them soon!
Sorry about the face!
haha, i was really tired uh.
Not good in smiling!
heh(:

Eh Eh, my junior okeh! No bf or what. Hahaha.

Hello Hello.

2009-01-19T05:01:00.000-08:00

Well, hello there.
I'm soo sorry i never blog lately.
School ends late.
And it's very tiring.
So most of the time i flat at home.
And so friday lesson's were boring.
But the night was hell fun.

Because it was Sec 1 orientation campfire.
And it was hell fun.
Though the camp was boring.
We seniors had fun.
Well, we senior sportsleaders and prefects were invited.
so almost all of us made it.
Some didn't turn up, i wonder why.
Okay forget about that.

WE all had hell fun.
Taking crazy pictures.
Those time will never come again.
So we treasure every minute we have with each other.
Haha. Well the little brat from sec 1 class.
Don't know how to talk to senior.
Talk to me so rude.
Till it became a fight and they had to separate that guy and me!
Damn it, i've got no idea why i fought with a sec 1 kid!
But he was really rude, that made me boil!
Okeh, forget about that.
So after campfire.
Juniors hugged us all.
Guess they are really gona miss us.
We're gona miss you too! Do uphold the name of SportsLeaders with Pride!
((:

And so saturday and sunday religious class.
Not wishing to update anything on that.
Today's school was okeh!

Kinda boring though.
But LLA was fun!
We had to do the role play, on "passing a driving test".
And out of the blue, i became the person taking the license.
Sima was my mom.'
Fadhila my instructor.
And Saida was the admin lady.
And there you go.
The role play was hilarious. Hahaha.
I still wonder why.

Shah's group was pretty good.
Dude, become an actor!
You're so good in acting!
Hahaha.
And the as usual, lectures and lessons.
Boring!
Then go home!
hahaha.
Now i'm blogging.
Well, it's a long one.
So don't strain your eyes too much.
Campfire night pictures will be uploaded later on okay!

23 more days to turning 17!
26 more days to 2 years anniversary with LOVE.

Stress!

2009-01-15T04:54:00.000-08:00

Hey hey!
Back on blogging.
Well, school has been like shit for the pass few days!
Studies are getting more tougher.

Well, my aims are to shoot to diploma straight after my nitec in nursing.
Hopefully!
And for that i must study real hard!
Haiz.

Well, school was okay today.
Tiring uh.
I didn't do the dumb napha test today.
I forgot to bring my Pe attire.
Heh.

Today principle lecture was a bore man!
So sleepy!
But i did not fall asleep!
Saida and me were bitching about some stories.
Nothing to do with friends or peer eh.
So don't misunderstand!
^^

Well, i'm suppose to be studying now.
But i'm blogging and wasting my time chatting.
Hahaha.

So well, there's nothing much for me to say for now.
No interesting incidents.
Hahaha.

Will sure update as soon as possible!

Awaiting for three days on upcoming Month February!

11 FEB: Turning 17!
14 FEB: Valentines day! <3
15 FEB: 120 Months Anniversary With Dearest Love! (2 Years)<333!

That's it for now.
Much loves!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIZZIE!

2009-01-09T07:34:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FIZZIE!

hello hello!
I'm back on blogging.
Well there's a specific reason why!

Well, ite isn't that bad as i expect.
It's pretty okay la!

Just seems like secondary school like to me.
But i still do miss my secondary school.

Well, school has been pretty stressful!
School starts at 8am and ends at 5pm.

So i get lethargic.
Plus since it's nursing.
There's lots to study!
And i'm starting to fall asleep in classes!
That's pretty baddd!

Hmmm.
My class.
Really a joyful class.
They make others happy around them.
It's pretty good to have a class like that.
I do love them, though i just knew them for 5 days.
Our bonds has grew more stronger.
Like we were int the same class for like more than 5 years!
hahaha.

Friendly people.
And so today was BEDOK TOWN CCA OPEN HOUSE!
my ex school's.
And faya called me along.
So i really wanted to drop by.
So i headed for school after ite lessons was over!

While entering the school, pleasant memories arose.
Haix, those were the times.
The most magnificent school, though so many people didn't like it.

I went to school and met faya!
We hugged so tight!
It was sooo long since we saw each other.
I've really missed her sooo much like anything else.

Then walked pass NCC.
Saw hafizzie!
My best buddy!
Oh boy i missed him like hell too.
We were the most annoying people in class.
And was always sent out of class because of our behavior.
Most of the time, together.
Because we were the one who was irritating the rest.

Hahaha.
I miss my class!
lol.
And so i headed around school.
Saw some of my ex classmates too.
Hugged and rejoice.
haha.

After sometime, hafizzie said he was hungry.
So we decided to go LJS.
My all time fave.
Hahaha.

So faya, me, hafizzie and waina headed there.
Since it was fizzie's birthday!
Which i totally forgot!
I treated him a meal.
Hahaha, how sweet of me.
Hahaha.
Well, not only him.
The other 2 too.
haha.

After dinner.
We slacked outside a while.
Talking some shit stories.
And started taking pictures.
Pretty crazy.
And i did miss those times we used to camwhore.
hahaha.

And then my mom called.
So we started heading home.
Went to the inter.
Fizzie and waina bus came.
So they left first.

Oh boy, i'm gona miss them.
A while later.
Faya's and mine arrived.

And we took it.
In suprise, joseph and joshua took the bus too!
So long since i saw them too!
The gundus from my MT class.
So was talking to them, till the got of earlier than me.

And i straight head home.
Rested and now i'm blogging.
Well, thats all for now.

Will update soon when i get enough time.
I love you all!

Kisses, hugges.

The best parts of my life! Faya, Waina, Fizzie!

NURSING CLASS D! KECHO GILER!

Welcome to my new life.

2008-12-24T05:21:00.000-08:00

Well, everything has changed ever since 18th december.
All dreams shattered.

Well, i've gotta carry on.
There's no ending.

More nags, more hatreds.
My bby is not there by my side to comfort me.
Everything seems so different.

I used to love everything in my life.
Now whatever i see,
I hate it.

How much of changes.
Well, things are suppose to go this way.
Then let it go this way.
I can't help it.
Neither get over with how my life is going like.

I hate to go out, i prefer staying home.
I wonder what has gotten into me.
Well, i think fated.

I hope i don't change in anyway.
Will blog often.

Bye.

ahhhh results!

2008-12-13T21:59:00.000-08:00

So results are like coming out soo soon.
just like 4 days away.

Extremely nervous!
and to all my beloved classmates!
all the best!

All those noisy and fun times we had will never be forgotten.
I'll miss you all so much.
(:

So last pass few days were fine.
my bby is back from overseas.
Dad ain't in singapore.

So it's kinda fine now.
Till the 18th, i've gotta enjoy all the days!
Hahaha.

So coming tuesday, my babes and me planning to go for a picnic if it doesn't rain.
Hopefully it doesn't.

And i'm dying to watch the movie Twilight!
Unfortunately, it's coming out on my results day.
How i wish it comes out before my results day.

But nevermind still, i will catch that movie with bby.
And so plans for today will be mainly just do the housework.

And clean up the house.
Though i'm still having my spinal chord pain.
It's not that bad as the rest of the days.
It was even worse, i could not even sit down.

Now it's much more better.
(:

So on the 18th, upholds my future.
Haix, can't stop thinking about it.
Been having N level nightmares!

haha.
So on friday, when to yasmin house.
Thanks for bullying me you dumb girls.

Taking dumb videos!
Pfft!
well, that's all for now.

Nothing much to say.
Take care!

Loveeeee(:

2008-11-26T21:09:00.000-08:00

hey hey!
I'm back on blogging.
Well, i'm back for some reason.
Someone asked me to update my blog.
So here i am! (:

Well, my days have been going badly.
My dad came back, so time has been really bad.

Hope time heals things.

And so prom night was awesome.
I had astonishing fun!

And to the gentlemens who danced with me,
Sharul, who asked for my hand.
Raihan, Nabil and hazim for dancing with me.
it was a beautiful dance(:

So the dance floor was pretty okay.
Though i really didn't wanna dance.
But farah forced me too.
So i just stood there with her.
Nothing much.

And those who asked me why i wore scarf to the prom night.
And didn't reply why.
I'm sorry.
It doesn't matter whether wearing scarf to prom night is weird.
I wanna follow my religion ways.
So i wore it.
That's all.

Dad called me many times.
But i didn't get the chance to call back or answer his call.
So he got mad with me and confiscated my hp when i got back home.

well, he saw some stuffs he is not suppose to see.
For those who know what happen.
Till today i'm feeling so sick.

He hasn't take the topic up.
Neither told my mom anything about it.
The night, he took my hp.
Was bad.
Cried till 3am wondering what to do.
Had feeling to even jump down my window.
Lol, practically i won't do that unless the problem gets VERY VERY VERY big.

Haha.
Well, i've upload a few pics of prom night.
and a video of me eatting sushi.
That is because i so HATE HATE sushi!

But it was a dare.
Lol.
Well, that's all for now.

To that person who ask me to update
There you go. Hope you don't get bored now.
Love you!
That's all for now.

Adios!

Tired

2008-10-07T03:34:00.000-07:00

Today!
Was tiring.
Had a F&N remedial at 10am in school.
Finished around 11 plus.
Had a appointment at paris miki in plaza singapura.
So had to rush home after remedial.
Met mommy after appointment was over.

Got 4 temporary trial contact lens.
A week later have to collect my actual lens.
So i saw 2 madrasah people at plaza.
They came and talked to my mom.

Later i pestered my mom to bring to go long john silver.
All time favourite.
Haha.

After LJS had to go to a jewelery shop to buy jewelery for cousin who's getting married.
After that, headed to Tampines mall to buy a birthday gift for tmrw so called "nephew's" birthday.

Than headed home.
Took off my lens, cause i wanted to be free at home.
And now i'm blogging.
I'm damn tired.

So now i'm off!
Byebye.

Hair raya!

2008-09-29T23:56:00.000-07:00

I'm backkk!

Hahaha.
Goshhh, it's been ages since i updated my blog.
Pretty much dead uh.
Hahaha.
Well, N's are about to end.
So thought of blogging back.

Exams have been shitty!
Real SHITTY!

Pfft.
Well, raye is like tomorrow.
And i'm not that excited afterall.
3 oct is nearing.

Dumb maths paper 2.
Paper 1 was like shit!
Well i don't wanna mention about it.

I did jelly for raye!
Just help out with my mom.
Now i'm tired.
So just thought of blogging.

Have to vacuum the house now.
Argh!

And now i'm off.
Byeee!
Loves.

AHHHH!

2008-07-09T02:52:00.000-07:00

Okaye.
Now it's time to get serious.
I've been slacking so badly for these pass few weeks.
Pretty bad!

I'm getting nervous as my prelims are in 21 days.
And another 2 more months to N's.

So it's time to buck up.
I'm gona stop slacking.
Get home and study like a mad girl.

Just for this solid 2 months.
Put that brain of mine to work.
And after two months i can slack how much i want.
But there won't be any school.
That's the sad thing.

Damnn.
So my dad arrived from Indonesia today.
Damn urh.
So i'm gona occupy my time in studying so that i won't be disturbed.
And yeah, cutting down coming online!

Makes me waste so much of time.
Those of you guys reading this.
Go and study!
Computer makes you waste time.

Maybe blogging will be done often in school and at home when i come to check email and friendster.

So let me list down my schedule since i'm damn bored now.

Monday

School ends at 1.40pm.
2.20 to 3.40 remedials.
4.00pm chao school.
Reach home 4.45pm.
Use comp a while if possible.
6.30pm to 8.30 or 9, study.

Same goes for Tuesday and Wednesday.

Thursday

School ends at 1.40pm.
Straight chao school.
Go tution located at hougang at 3pm.
After tution reach home 5.30.
6.30pm study to 9pm.

Friday

School ends at 12.40pm.
Don't know what to do.
At 4 got tution.
After tution reach home 6.
Restttt!
8 start doing homeworks.

Saturday, Sunday Occupied.
Religious class!!

Done.
Damn, life goes on like this for 2 months.
Haiyo.
Suffer now, enjoy later.

Alrights.
i wanna go off.
I've got my F&N N level practical tmrw!
Damn urh.

Okaye, chao.

Adios!

Woohoo

2008-07-05T06:47:00.001-07:00

Okaye, let me start from Thursday.
Was normal school day.
And yeah, i was late!
Dammit, so i missed my first lesson which was maths.
And made us stand in the parade ground.
And it was really fun.

As my gfs were late with me.
And so, HASAN!
That bloody sec 3 maniac kept disturbing me.
And yeah, i kept telling him,
if you hit me, i'll make sure the other hasan will hit you!
Gahh!

Well, that was just joking.
He won't do that. I'll ask my other buddies.
And yeah, lucky he was scared and he didn't disturb me.

Then headed to class.
Blah Blah Blah.
Normal lessons.

And after school, when out with lidya.
Then after what we did.
She went back to school.

And pradeepa and me headed to the busttop to go to safra.
And we caught a table, and sat there.
As i was happily doing something.

She was listening to my songs.
And was waiting for daniel, tanveer and fabian to come.
Slowly one by one there arrived.
Fabian came first, then daniel. And than tanveer.

After playing poker cards.
We headed to safra to play pool.
And yeah, since i didn't know how to play i was sitting there like an idiot.

And so, i was good for one thing only.
Which i dont what to publish it down here.
Meant to be low profile.

And for tanveer!
Thanks for suppling me some!
And after pool ended.
I headed home taking bus 18 from fabian house's stop.
And when home.

Washed myself.
Had dinner.
Watch tv.
Was so lethargic.
And by 11 i went to bed.

Pool Pictures are uploaded below!

Now let me start over on friday.
Lessons were super slacking.
I mean maths i was like, so blur.
I lost track of it as the previous day i missed the lesson.
Dammit.

So as per normal,
i was counting down my timing for the lesson to end.
And gahh, it ended.
And english.
Damn, i love english!
And Mr Hamdi, i just find him one of my favorite teacher.

During english, i just don't know how fast time passes.
Pretty much faster than maths!
But it is the same timing.
Dammit.

And yeah, after school ended.
I headed home to change.
And then i headed to pondo to meet my buddies.
And so poor shalan was all alone.
And i accompanied him.

And after some time later, joseph came.
Told me he's going home to change.
And he's come.
Later after joseph left, poobalan came after some time.
Blah blah blah talk.

And sharmini came.
After 2 mins later joseph came.
What lovees!
Hahaha.
Then slack slack.
And farah called me.
So i asked her to come to pondo.
Then she slacked with pooby, me and shalan a while.

Then one it was 7pm.
We headed back to school.
And the school gate was closed.
Plus the security guards went home.
Pathetic right?
So we all climbed the gate.
And since i was the first to climb.
I lost my step and fell down.
And my leg shin got hit.
Pretty painful.

Had dinner.
Then we seniors decided to play touch rugby in the parade ground.

Woahh, it was extremely dark man.
But somehow managed.
And since i was the stupid to start the game.
i run all the way to the opponents line and put the ball there.
And all were laughing at me.
Dammit!

Atleast i ran.
Gaaahhh.
And then we all headed to the toilet.
And the guys kept switching off the girls toilet light.
And all screams.

Then we headed to the parade ground and we sitting talking shits.
Suddenly, sharul came up to me.
"nisa, look at the fourth level the toilet light open siah"
And i realized it too.
It was soo scary.
All this while i was sitting down.
The toilet light was off.

And suddenly it went on.
And the fourth level was restricted.
No one was suppose to go there.
Then in the end some of my seniors went up, with the teacher.
And went to switch it off.

Was soo scary.
Dammit, then we slacked till 10pm.
And decided to go home.
After that we headed to 7-11.
And walked to the 225 busstop.

The bus took ages to come.
And i slept like a pig in the bus.
Damn lethargic.

So waited for 168 so long in the interchange.
Finally it came.
And i reached home nearing 12am.
And i called mommy to come down to fetch me.
Came home,
washed up! and knock out!

Well, thats it for now.
Since today is sat.
I've got religious class to go to.
So adios!

Pictures at the below post!

Pictures!

2008-07-05T06:32:00.000-07:00

Camp night picture.
Sorry, the rest is in my gf's camera.
Will take time to upload it.
This was taken in my hp.

Pool pictures!

Daniel and pradeepa caught.

Tanveer tried to hide himself too. Too bad, caught him.

Unfortunately, fabian's ass was cropped out.

Fabian trynna run away from taking the picture.

Sway Sway Sway.

2008-07-01T05:25:00.000-07:00

Two days straight, was bad.
I mean.
I lost my handphone pouch.
Earpiece.
My acrylic heart piece keychain from the WP.
Then i broke my spec!
Then kena Police Screening.
Like wth?

Damn bad right?
Maybe it's because i just woke up from the wrong side of the bed la.

I mean it's like i have not kena anything from the police before.
Sucha good girl you see.
Gahhh!

But they were friendly policemens.
hahaha.
But my buddies were smoking.
Lucky they finished smoking just on time before they came.
Else, woah.

I was shaking when the policeman was asking my particulars.
But my cousin hold my heads tight and say, nothing la.
Oh god, i felt much secure and better than!
And yeah, big story which happen during contact time.

Don't feel like mentioning what la.
And yeah almost forgot!

MS Fathima is super nice.
I mean don't anyhow judge urh.
Talk with her.
And She's extremely nice.

Tmrw is N's English oral.
Hopefully it will be okaye.
As long as i don't pee on my shorts when i see the examiners.

Everything sway.
Damn urh.
And RAIHAN, THANKS FOR THE FERRERO ROCHE!
(:
Well, i wanna go off now.
And last but not least!

BEDOK BLACKS ARE LOVED!
(:
I'm too nice.
Gahhh.
Adios!

dammit

2008-06-26T04:42:00.000-07:00

okaye, today.
I could say it was really a bad day..
But yet ok ok.

I had school as per normal.
Walked with raihan to school.
And was early.
hmpf!
And so my wrist was bandaged cause it was sprained.
So painful.
I can't bend it, front and back.

So the teachers all asked me what happen to my hand.
They asked whether it was fashion, and the other ask whether i was in any girl gang.
Lol, c'mon.
I'm not that insane.
It's irritating to wear bandages.

And so there were some problems for my buddy, joshua.
And i went to slack with my school guys after school.
Didn't wanna go home early.
There are really nice guys.
they kept me company.
Till i was not felling well.
I was having bad stomach pain.
And they understood why.
Such sweet guys.
And i went up to my aunt house,
which was in the opposite.
To get something.
And came back down to meet them.

Poobalan kept bargaining the time.
From 5.30, to 5.45 then to 6.00pm
Finally, he was the only one to walk with me to the bus stop.
So sweet of him.
Really indeed a nice friend.
(((:

And i came home.
Showered.
And i'm blogging.
Well, i'm really tired now.
I have coursework and maths to do.

So adios!

love!

holy holy crap!

2008-06-23T22:15:00.000-07:00

Well first day of chool was okaye.
But two of my teachers changed.
Well, my mom teacher had to deliever her baby.
So now the hod of maths teacher is taking us.
Well, he's kinda strict.
I have to do his homeworks and hand them up by time.
Else, i'm wonder what he is gona do.

And chemistry teacher is not that ms wee anymore!!
how cool is that?
Now mr ng is taking us.
One of the best chem teachers.
My class dreams had come true.
lol.

And that was for the first day of school after the one motn of holidays.
Nothing much la.
Kinda boring.
Now it's the second day of school.
I'm in F&N lesson.
And the bell just rang
i better get going.

see ya soon!
Adios!

Omg, School!

2008-06-21T06:10:00.000-07:00

Holy Crap it's like 1 more day to school!

I'm so pissed with that of course.
The holidays just passed by, like a blink of an eye.
So much of homeworks and shits.
lucky i completed them, by doing group studies!
Special thanks to faya, for helping!
((:
And to kas, huwaina and fizzie to make it more interesting.
And shoes are all washed, bags are ready.
Homeworks are done.

Well, soon i'm going to the movie don't mess with the zohan.
Nc-16!
Can enter what!
good atleast.
So once school reopen.
Head home to study always.
Atleast till N levels are over.
Then i can enjoy!
((:

WEll, i'm off now.
Take care.
Adios!

Lalala

2008-06-13T04:37:00.000-07:00

Hello!
Well, i'm practically bored!
Cause there's nothing to do at home rather, watch tv, play computer and study.
And dad's coming back to Singapore.
Hmpf!

Well, now i'm just tryyna occupy my time by studying.
So that i won't be sad thinking of some stuffs.
So far i'm not stressed with the studying.
Been slacking much.
Kinda bad urh.
Haiyo.
I think once daddy's back, i'll occupy the time studying so that i won't really get scolding from him or whatsoever.

Now i', seriously bored.

Okaye, i think that's all for now.
Let me go and search for anything interesting in the net.

Adios!
LOVE(:

life pretty well with friends,

2008-06-07T05:59:00.000-07:00

well, now i guess life has to go on!
being so emo, is really being so lifeless.
So just be glad with what kind of life i have.
I love GOD, Family, Friends, and Him.
Done, so whatever.

So yesterday Friday,060608

Did nothing much.
I mean in the afternoon i had to go shopping for my friend majitha for her birthday.
I'm gona be so bankrupt.
I've got another present to buy for zizi, and some other friends.
Hmpf!
I do owe zizi one too!
(:
And so since i was going to the airport to send of the people going to ummraah.
Ummraah- People going to the holy place in Saudi Arabia.
And so i went to pasir ris first.
Then i headed off back to Tampines to meet yasmin.
Saw her, and took 27 to the airport.
Went there and wrapped the gifts.

Later then, saw another buddy of ours.
And headed to the departure hall.
And omg!
It was freaking packed.
And plus there were so many Bangladesh!
Yucky right?
i know, once i walk in between them in that big crowd.
They get so excited, and get closer to me.
It happened twice!
I felt like fainting on that spot itself.

Okaye, nvm about that.
So one by one my clique came.
And were anxiously waiting for the birthday girl to come.
Finally she came!
and we all hugged her.
And handed her the birthday presents.

Then slowly when time passed, the crowd was getting even bad.
So my clique decided to get out and walk somewhere freely.
Then we started to cam-whore!
hahaha!

Then after a long wait!
we send them off.
and went to eat dinner together with my friends.
And reached home ard 1030pm!

Was so exhausted, and so my cousins were home.
So was basically having fun with them till 1am.
And they went home in their bike later then.

And today Saturday, 070608
Was nothing much.
Madarasah.
And came home at 8.
And computer.
K la, i wanna go off.
Adios.

To important person, what i wrote to you is in the post before this post.

Pictures time!

Click on picture for a bigger view!
(:

Will love ever be ahead of me?

2008-06-03T01:19:00.001-07:00

This blog has never been related to my personal issues.
but this time i wanna tell everyone.
Whoever says that what i did is wrong.
Whoever says what i did was wrong.

I just don't understand.

My religious friends want me to end it with him.
My school friends asked me to go on.

But i'm actually listening to neither of them.
I don't understand what is my heart saying.
People say, don't listen to what people tell you.
Don't listen to what your mind says.
But listen to what your heart says.
But what if my heart is confused.
My heart can't do anything either.
It keeps me only alive.
And that is thanks to god.

I can't really decide is life meant to be with him.
Or meant not to be with him.
I never really loved anyone this way.

But what if life brings that i won't end up with him.
Carrying on with life is not that easy.
esp, with someone else.

But i can't possibly let him go?
I loved him more than anything.
And i knew he loved me too.
And suddenly you think that what if your parents knew.
How disappointing would it be.
How hurt would my mom be?
for having so much trust in me, but betraying her trust.

What i was doing, was right?
Or is it that the hope i had?
i don't get it.

People say, "eeeewww! That guy? not nice la"
This phrase, whoever says, you've got no rights to say it.
If you think he doesn't looks nice, i don't care.
I think he looks good according to me.
But rather looking at his face.
Look at his heart.

You don't know what kind of character he has.
I look for a person who my parents would like.
And person i would like, and would get along with me.
And he is qualified for every of those.

And left to decide, is god.
Whether he's the one.
Or not.

So i end the relationship with him,
praying every night and morning, that i want him in my life.

That even now i still love him.
And there is not even one day that i never think about him.

For those who are making me happy every time.
i really thank you people.
Love does give you happiness.

But only 1/3 of it.

The other two is family and friends.

Well, a little letter to the guy i loved from the bottom of my heart.

Dear love,

I'm sorry that i had to end what we had together.
I wish you knew what i was doing.
I definitely think you knew, cause you agreed, for what i asked.
I still think we can make it through.
But only if you keep holding on.
I'm ready to wait.
Every prayers of mine, involves you.
I don't know whether you still love me or what.
Or the thoughts of me are still there.
I heard so much about you.
On what kind of guy are you, but i knew more.
And i still didn't care.
I knew how much you loved me.
And i hope that love will still be there.
I still have my trust on you.
There's never a day, i have not think about you.
Wherever i am, you're in my mind, heart and soul.
This is not any other nonsense sweet talks.
I ain't that kinda girl.
This is all from what was in my heart.
What i always wanted to tell you.
People came to me asking me, whether you really love me.
I would always say that you're sincere and you would never be like any other guy.
I don't want that hope to get lose.
And if you had already found someone else.
I think it's better if you could carry on however you want.
I think that's all from me.
Take care of yourself.
My prayers will always be there.
Love you very much.

Love,
Hairunnisa Firdaus.

Sorry for the late updates.

2008-05-30T03:04:00.000-07:00

hello!
it has been long mannn!
I'm sorry i didn't get the time to blog.
Well, it seems that my comp at home broke down.
Actually it has nothing to do with the pc.
Only the monitor.
It got spoiled.
But now i get to use it through the LCD tv.
Cool right?
i knoww!
my brother fixed it to the television.
And he thinks i'm so stupid enough by not knowing how to use it.
-_-"

Well, the holidays have just began.
So i've to start studying.
And yeah, it's 2 weeks since i and boyfie are goners.

Pretty much sad.
Well, i can't really stop thinking about him.
But i broke up for the sake of having a happy life.
I just thought what if we both never end up together.
Wouldn't my life be spoiled?
Si decide to end it.
But whatever it takes.
i'll love him.
Always, and ever.
And once i'm 18.
After o's.
I'll be with him and somehow end up being with him.
This comes from the bottom of my heart.
And i've never loved anyone this way.
And i'll only love him.
Onlu him.

I love you.
Wherever you are.
Whatever you're doing.
If you're reading this, it comes from my heart.

Well, thats all for now.
Adios.

Love all my buddies!

Results

2008-05-12T20:17:00.000-07:00

Oh, dammit.
So i've gotten back my results.
Pretty much disappointing.
I only passed 2SUBJECTS!
like WTF?
Okaye, nevermind.
Was expecting that anyway.

English was rather much an extra disappointment.
I was looking forward on doing well for my english.
Unfortunately, i screwed it.

But oral was good.
Got 30/40.
In the end of the paper, mdm han wrote that she had a nice conversation with me.
-_-"

And so, maths was screwed.
And so was combine humans.
And combine science.
How sad.
I wonder how am i going to make it to Sec 5NA next year.
Guess it's time to buck up now.
I'm to lazy to study la.
I just don't know why.
Haiya.

Now, i'm at F&N lesson.
So i screwed my F&N too.
My theory ain't that good.

Mother tongue was an 59/100.
I'm impressed myself.
I've never done that well in mother tongue before!
hahah.

So next lesson is English.
And Contact time.
Then home sweet home.

So the problem with my boyfie, has finally ended!
Haiya, that stupid prank by shareefah!
you're an ass!
You made me cry, and made my boyfie skip dinner!
Hmpf!

You're gona get it on sunday.
I'm sure i'll smack you like hell.

So that's all for now la.
I better go before mr alim catches me.

PS:The rest of the marks i'm not publishing.
Wanna know, come and ask me yourself.
Byeee!
LOVEE EVERYONE!

Ehub!

2008-05-09T01:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPEN AFTER MY PREVIOUS BLOG ON WEDNESDAY.
Well, nothing much to blog about.
I went to ehub mall.
The new mall which was open in Downtown.
And the bowling alley was coolio!
Though it was packed with humans!
Lots i can say.

It seems cool!
So during the holidays i'm gona ask my cousins to tag along with me.
So, i went rounding with my mom.
Ladies times out urh.
Lol.
So she brought me to this restaurant, called BBQ Chicken.
And gosh, the price was like, WTF?

There was a meal,
Just the bbq chicken, fries and colsaw.
And it was $15.
Pretty expensive urh.
But my mom got me and herself that.

What a nice lady can she be.
Only daughter mah.
Haha, sometimes it's great to be the last kid, plus the only girl!
But sometimes it's sucks.

To be the only girl, cos all the household chores.
Drops on you.
Lol, it's fated.

So today,
Friday; 090508
Mother tongue oral.
So i over slept!

And my mom was tryna wake me up, asking me whether there's school.
and i rolled over, telling her there was no school.
And she said, 'but you told me it's the last day to pay your N level's fee right?'
And i woke up, and was like 'oh shit! MT oral!'
-_-"

So headed to school.
And had oral.
After that played uno with kas, fizzie, ain, nazia, alyaa, and suba.

Then suab headed for her paper.
And and we had to go and see mr renga to help him out in some shit.
And so, after we helped headed down.
Fizzie was waiting.

Then played another round of uno with mohideen this time.
and lol, he lost.

and so then suba came.
And went to mac to have lunch.
And headed home taking bus 17.

Well, i'm going to Century Square to take my new earpiece.
I hope it doesn't happen like last time!

So i gtg and solat Asar and chao!

So see ya!

Home la.

2008-05-06T23:00:00.000-07:00

Hello.
And I'm sorry for not blogging lately.
I guess i was lazy.
And more interested in changing my blogskin.
So yeah.

Well, today was F&N paper, and MT listening compre.
Listening was okaye.
F&N, well i flunked my paper.
What can i say, I'm not working hard.
I know that.
Lately I've been very lazy!

I hate to look at my books.
Haix, i better get out from this study sickness.

So after paper, headed home with suba and nazia.
Went to bedok inter.
And took 28 bus with them.

Headed home.
No one was home.
Then 30mins later, mom came home.
Told me that some shipment is coming in.
So i've gotta help her.
So today, i'll be working!
Finally, i get money!

And so, i'm blogging now.
Kinda boring to be at home.
Not much people online.

Hmpf.
So there's no school tmrw!
cool urh?
i can sleep till 12pm.

((:

Alright la.
I shall end here.

And there's this video i want you guys to watch.
I find it hilarious.
Some nigga, pretty much deaf.
lol.

Let it buffer before you watch!
It won't be nice if you watch it while it buffers.
It's just 33 secs.((:

ENJOY!

LOVEEEE!

2008-04-29T03:02:00.001-07:00

So it was Mother Tongue paper

Was more of a unlucky day.
I mean today at the Mpr room 3 teachers yell at me for being notorious.

I mean, what the hell did i do?
Did i pull your pants down?
all i did is smile???

And they switched on the air conditioner.
And it was in a morning.
Which idiot won't feel sleepy?

Come on, i finished my paper and slept.
Guess i fell asleep real badly.
Cause i was dreaming!

And there comes a teacher, banging on my table.
Come on la, I'm not some kind of creature.
I'm a human, and I've got a name.

Darn that,
So i screwed my Mother Tongue Paper two.
Lol, actually I've got no hope in mt Mother Tongue.
Cause i suck at Mother Tongue.

I've never really got good marks for Mother Tongue.
It's always C5!
LOL.

And after paper, headed to the canteen.
And nazia left first.
And i waited for suba.
But seems she got hooked up with her teacher.
And i had tution at 1.30pm.

So i left home with kas who was waiting for suba too.
And my teacher was already home.

And so we practiced maths.
And BLAH BLAH.

And she left.
I had my lunch.
And played uno online with mohideen.
And now i'm blogging.
Really didn't study much today.

I better get going to study.
Adios!

LOVE.

EXAM FEVER

2008-04-29T02:23:00.000-07:00

MONDAY; 28 APRIL '08

English paper!

So i reached school on time!
And after assembly headed of to the hall to have my English paper.
Paper one was pretty okaye.
Well, i guess i screwed my Letter Writing.

Haix, wonder how my marks are gona turn up.
I'm so satisfied that it's not my N's!
I need to buck up man!

well, after Paper one we had recess.
The canteen was packed!
With the lower sec, gosh the canteen was a mess.

So i headed to Western this time.
And the line was like, so many guys!

Gosh, but i managed to get it.
Thanks to raihan for letting me in first!
=)

Then had recess and went for Paper two.
Was pretty Tough.
I doubt whether my English this time would be good.

After English paper, headed to the canteen.
And msged Boyfie that English paper was over!

Then i had to go to Century Square to change my earpiece!
So i tagged along kas and nazia.
So when i was at century,
there you go.
My warranty card was not with me.
So i couldn't change it.

And so we headed to Tampines Mall to have lunch.
And so nazia was saying she wanted to eat chicken rice!
so we headed to kopitiam.

And we searched for a table.
And settled down.

And so we were counting how much money we had.
Blah blah.

And decided to go and buy food.
And soo kas stood up first, and was making her way to the stall.
And she turned and shout out to me
"NISA!! YOUR MOTHERRR!"

And i was like, "WHERE???"
And so i spotted my granny.
And my mom with her usual long Tudong she wears.

And by luck i was standing and there was this thing that the cleaners move around with them.
The dish thingy.

And i quickly ducked!
And kas bend and made her way back to the seat.
And kas and nazia ducked with me too.
And when my mom back was facing us.

We quickly grabbed our bags and ran!
And so once i was out of the kopitiam.

I called my mom to tell her about the warranty.
And so she asked me where was i.
I said tampines mall.
And she told me she was there too.

And asked me to join her.
And i told her that nazia and kas was with me.
And she told me to bring them along.
She would treat them lunch.
Lol.

And those gundus got excited.
Well, my mom would not let me go anywhere in school uni to have lunch.
Without letting her know.
So that was the chaos.
So headed home after lunch.
And slept in my air conditioned room.

Half way i started to hibernate.
And i woke up from my sleep.
And studied all the way.

thats all for now!

loveee!

SUNDAY SUNDAY!

2008-04-27T04:54:00.000-07:00

hey hey.
Surprisingly i'm using the comp on a sunday.
Well, i got home early!
So i get to use!

AND MY EARPIECES GOT SPOILED.
how sad.
So i'm off to tampines mall to change my earpieces.
hopefully i can.

And today i get to see my Boyfie.
Heehhh.
Lol.

K then.
I didn't even get to study for my English at all!
damn urh.
Well, usually English there's nothing much to study on.
Only my summary.
Hahh, well mr hamdi said he's impressed with my Close passage.

So i think English will not be a problem much.
K i'm off to TM!

adios.

loveeee!

ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE TO DO WELL ON YOUR EXAMS.

A EXTRA LUCK TO MY LOVED ONES.
SCHOOL CLIQUE!
CLASS FAMILY!
4A3!
SPORTSLEADERS.
WHITE PLASTICS.
CLIQUE NINE!

and i'm back from tm.

let me tell you my story.

So i happily went out of my house to tampines mall.
When to the Starhub center.
And it was packed with many humans.

And i was waiting for the starhub people to assist me.
so i queued.
I waited and waited like a dumb girl.

Finally the a man from starhub assist me.
and i explained to him that,
two months ago when i bought a hp from them.
In the box there was no warranty card.
So i called 1633 yesterday.
And the faxed my warranty again.

And i explained the main problem that
my earpiece suddenly got spoiled.
and whether is it possible to exchange for a new one.

And the person told me that they can't do it.
I have to go to the nokia center which is located at century.

So i made my wayy all the way to century.
And took the lift, which was also packed with humans!
Goshhh!
Then i came out of the lift and looked across.
And saw nokia so empty!

So i smiled and made my way to the center.
So i went there and explained to the nokia person the same thing i told the starhub assistance.

And they guy told me, "sorry but you have to come tmrw. Our service counter is already closed."

And i was like, "ohhhh!THANK YOU THEN!"

i was soo pissed!

So much for leaving my house after rushing home from madarasah.
And walking a distance of two huge malls.
-__-"

well, now i'm sorrowfully gonna sleep.

Nights people!

love!

Hectic Day.

2008-04-22T06:01:00.000-07:00

Today was hectic!
Rainy day.
And was late to school.
Almost 8am!

but lucky there was no DC(:
So blah blah lessons.

Lazy to update my lessons.

And after school i had no SS.
So i went to the sla room.And was talking about some video.
Don't really wanna remind me of it again.

So i'm not posting about it.

Then after remedial.
Headed home.

Online all the way till now.
Teehee.

Played online games ard 6 with mohideen.

Then at night!
I played uno, Tic tac toe with my boyfriend.
Haahaha.

He was so cuteee.
lol.
He kept losing tic tac toe with me.
Hahahaha.

But uno he won me.
Lol.

Then i played uno with raihan.
Hahahaha.
It's fun you know.

Then i'm now basically rotting.
Lol.

I wanna offline urh.
Sleepy already.
Adios lovee!

Early day home!

2008-04-21T02:28:00.000-07:00

Well well,
SCHOOL AGAIN.

haha, Saturday and Sunday usually madarasah.
So i won't blog.

So first period was Biology.
Had a open book test.

And the Last weeks open book test MCQ marks were 8/20.
Haha, didn't really do that well.
So mr boon came up to me and told me that i had to try harder.
He said i was capable of better results.

Lol.
So the bell rang.
And went off to geog.
This time i payed attention during lesson.

Shocking much.
So the bell rang.
And went to Mother Tongue.
Well, BORINGGG!

and so the bell rang again.
And headed for recess.

Ate at sedaplicious as usual.

And headed to english.
Comp lab!
hahaha.
And so we headed to Maths after the bell rang.

And i learned radians.
-__-"
don't really understand the topic.

And after the bell rang.
Went to chem.

Lol,
so the bitch typed out in microsoft word

She won't be teaching us and what so ever.
So my classmates took a picture on what she wrote.
And we're gona print it.
And give it to the principle.
I'll make sure she won't teach our class anymore.
BITCH!

Then was Contact time.

And headed to canteen after bell rang.

BLAH BLAH BLAH.

And headed to remedials.

Played uno with Kas, Nazia, Hasan and Raihan.

And once the game ended.
Headed home.

And i haven't shower yet.
I'm gona shower now.
And have a nap.
Cos i'm so tired and sleepy.
Will wake up by Maghrib. (7pm plus)

And study all the way.
So at night i won't be onlining guys!
Exams next week.

You fellow friends who are reading my post now.
Get your asses up and go and study.
alright.
((:

Adios!

LOVEEE!

What a boring day.

2008-04-18T03:38:00.000-07:00

Friday;180408

Well school was boring!
assembly was in class!

and F&N.
Maths.
Recess.
English.
Was send out by Mr hamdi.
I forgot to bring my homework.
Damn.
And so me, fizzie, nabeel, haqim, joshua and poobalan.
We did our work.
But decided not to go in that fast.
So we played uno.
And it was only 5 cards.
Haha, yet it was so fun!
lol.
We thought mr hamdi would come out.
So we kept restarting the game.
Lol.
Much fun there!

Assembly.
So boring!

And then played uno cards with nazia, kas, mohideen, hasan and raihan.
Then headed home.
And they guys were late for their jumaat prayers.
Sorry dudes.

Then got home.
Showered.
And my tution teacher came.
Damn, she gave me many homeworks to do.

Then after she left.
Blogging!
And got bad newsss!!!

MY DADDY IS COMING BACK TO SINGAPORE!

FAST ISN'T IT?
DAMNN!

So i can't stay back after school and play soccer again!
I MUST BE HOME EARLY!

Haiya.
Well, he might be coming home tonight.
So i gotta go and clean the house up.
And do some studying.

Adois!

LOVE!

School School!

2008-04-18T01:59:00.000-07:00

Thursday;170408

Woke up early i guess.
Met nazia in the bus stop.
Haha, that means I'm early.

So walked to school with her.
and got to school early.
At least get to sit with nazia and gang.
So first period was english.

Mr hamdi.
His lessons are kinda okaye.
So this time we didn't go to comp lab.

After the bell rang.
It's was bio.
And to my excitement!
It was practical.

But there was no nabeel and haqim.
Haqim was absent to school.
And nabeel was caught for his hair.
That guy loves his hair so much.

He loves to swing his hair.
Then he looks at me if i'm beside him.
And says 'chey'.
Dude, i know you love your hair. What with you swinging it like a mad guy?
Lol.

Then practical, hafizzie joined me and jacklyn.
And we did something in test tubes,
with glucose and benedicts solution.
and gave the test tube a hot bath.
Haha, and the rest i forgot what i really did.
But it was fun.
And we took many pics.
Guess mr boon didn't really notice the photo taking part.

So after bio was Maths.
Teacher go through on Arc length.

Then the bell rang.
And headed for recess.

After recess was Mother Tongue.
What can i say,
BORING.

Once the bell rang,
when off to SS.
Lessons was okaye.
Mdm samihah didn't really say anything about me and zizi this time.

After SS was Chem.
Well, CHEMISTRY.
The only lesson i'm always disruptive in.
I mean, that fucking slutish MS WEE.
Eh wait.
Why the hell am i giving her respect?
Let me repeat,
I mean, that fucking slutish WEE, is indeed irritating me life!
i so hate her.
I mean, she accuses me that i treat my friends in the class like SHIT?
oh come on.

Who treats us like SHIT,
you or me?
SHE HAS NO FUCKING RIGHTS TO JUDGE ME.
damn her.

So i had things up in my Daily record book.
She wrote that my and my fellow class clique.
Was VERY VERY disruptive in class.
Go to hell bitch.

Treat people nicely.
When the others didn't make noise.
Why punish them?
My friends behind were quiet, and i was actually getting angry with nabeel.
For bullying me.
So i had to push him and stuffs.
But his face just makes me laugh.

Forget about that.
So after that was Contact time.
And went down with fizzie.
And waited.
Heard sugi was coming.
So waited for her.
So i was playing uno with mohideen, raihan, kas, huwaina, hasan.
And sugi joined up.

And we played team play.
Sugi teamed with hasan.

Kas teamed with huwaina.

I teamed with raihan.

And poor mohideen played alone.
After we play uno.

We head to play soccer.
After soccer.
Headed home with the usual's.

And got home.
Washed up.
And all i did was lying in my parents bed.
And watching tv.

And was msging shazlynn.
Cos she was bored.
And so was i.

Then headed to bed.
The End~

Silly hasan! He was giving the cards out. Yet smiling.
Me and Raihan took this. LOL.

And this is funny. Haha, raihan took it this picture.
Seems that the battle of Uno was about to begin!

Complete.=]]]

And that's starch with Buiret Reagent.

And that is iodine mixed with starch.
That means starch is present. Omg, i've been paying attention is class.
How cool is that?

Cool isn't it? hahaha, i like the colour combination.
And the orange one was actually blue in colour.
Just like the other one there. It changed once we put it into the beaker.

Hafizzie, his pic turned out well. He Finds It Cool. Lol.

Lighting and thunder,

2008-04-15T06:51:00.000-07:00

Tuesday;15042008

Well, nothing much today.
Lessons were boring as usual.

Well, sugi wasn't in school today.
Was kinda boring.
After school,
was kinda high.
So i was disturbing namirah, and i drop out of the chair.
Well, can't really say drop.
Could say i broke the chair and fell down.
And great!
then whole canteen was laughing at me.

Well, i was clumsy and i was laughing.
Hahaha.
Didn't really hurt, but my shin got hit and the skin peeled off.

And the bell rang.
And headed for SS.
haha, slept in SS.
Lol.
Then headed for maths.

After maths, went to the canteen.
And saw mohideen all alone.
So played with him uno.
And kas was there.
Till sugi joined dropped by school.
When to get her.
Then after i came.
Kas went with her to the staff room.

And mohideen's friend joined in the game.
Not quite sure with his name.
lol.

And then
the birthday girl, pei shi and nasrul joined in.
So did sugi.
And all the WP gang joined.
so had the game going on and on.
Till it started raining.
And there you go.

Lightning and thunder.
So taufik, kas, sugi, raihan and mohideen.
Well all ran.
Damn we were afraid that we would get hit by the lightning.
And once we reached the busstop.
It was freaking cold.
Thougt of dropping sugi at beulah's place.
But scared that i would get caught in the rain again.
So got down at raihan's stop.
And took 38 home.

Got myself washed up.
And studied.
and i just came on the comp to blog.
Kinda boring.
Well, i gtg now.
I need to catch some sleep.
Guess i'm having a fever.

Adios.

A letter for sugi.

Dear sugi,

I hope you would not forget any of us.
We will miss your presence.
I'll miss the time running away from you when you want my pocky.
Playing with your card games.
Going home with you.
Playing soccer.
You teaching maths.
Queuing up for food during recess.
And cutting the queue.
I'm gona miss everything.
You hugs.
Take good care of yourself.
And don't ever forget me.
I love you.

Love, HAIRUNNISA.

And to the WP,
You guys are the most hilarious, friendly, annoying people i've ever met.
And i'm real glad that i've got to know you guys.
well, it's like this year i got to know you guys.
and you guys are graduating this year.
how sad.
Lol, no one to play soccer and uno with.
Lol.
You guys are real comfortable to be with.
Exceptional for nabil.
Don't know him that well enough.
But just wanted to say that you guys really are a plus point in my life.
Keep making me laugh my ass off.
=))
doesn't mean i think you guys are a bunch of clowns.
You guys are just really hilarious.
hahaha.
adios.

Sunday Cheerleading And Sugi's Farewell.

2008-04-14T05:05:00.000-07:00

Monday; Sugi's farewell.

Much a hectic day.
Yet saddening.
well, it turn out kinda okaye.
Till i got pissed.
I mean like, i was only one doing the work there.
Come on urh.

It's a party.
Where did the team spirit go then?
I see all the slas sitting down.
Didn't even care.
Only for nasrul, shazlynn, don wei, hazim and kas for helping me out.

I mean, yeah i organized the party.
Doesn't mean i must do everything.
You guys should have helped out.
I had to do everything.
I went around searching for plates like a dog.
All could answer is i don't know.
But none helped.
Until i told nasrul, i'm searching for the plates and no one is helping me.

And he helped me out.
But guess he got worked up with the music.
And the two Angels Shazlynn and Don Wei found it.
Without their help.
Guess i would have got really mad.

And after the party.
All threw the paper plates on the floor.

Stepped on the lyrics i printed for $8.50!
No sign of appreciation.
Really, i didn't had time with sugi.
Cleaned the room up all by myself with hazim.

While i was sweeping the floor,
Something really turn me down.
Someone came to me and asked me, why was i like a dog doing the sweeping.
That really turned me down.
Well, i SPECIAL THANKS TO SHAZLYNN, DON WEI, NASRUL, KAS, AND HAZIM.
and for the rest, thanks for coming, but leaving everything at a mess.
I'm just glad that the party when well.

Well, Sunday.

Woke up with the call of faya.
And quickly rushed to 21 busstop to meet ain.
Caught a cab to school.
Guess we were quite early.

And waited for the rest to come.
Practice on our cheers.
And Took pictures of the practices.

Then we had the opponents.
There were around 100 people there.
and we were 30?

so were called the people near by to come.
Some turned up.
and it became 40.
And we were known as the spartans!

Hahaha!
but we lost in the game!
but not the cheer.
We were real good.
Extreme to say!
we've got cheers coming up.
On, and on.
Thanks to nicholas, Nasrul, ida.

And once it ended.
Headed home with kas.
And rest.

Moods-outs

2008-04-11T05:52:00.000-07:00

Todayy was kinda boring.

Had to take a cab to school cos i was late.
And reached school.
Saw my classmates, nabeel and gang.
So went into school with them.

And they headed to the toilet.
And i headed to class first.

Since it rained, assembly was held in the classroom.
And so first period was F&N.
COURSEWORK.

And after F&N was maths.

And gosh, i slept during the lesson.
Didn't know what had gotten into me.
I just fell asleep.

And seems my teacher didn't notice me sleeping.
Lol, bell rang for recess.

And my friends got me up from my sleep.
And headed for recess.
Usuals didn't have mood much.
So ate something light.

And after recess was english.
Mr hamdi lessons.
Kinda fun.
Lol.

Then headed to homeroom.
And did some stupid planning thingy.

And there you go, THE BELL RANG!
School ends.
Waited for fizzie, cos he was talking with mr boon.

And headed down with him.
After some time i went to put my bag into the SLA room.

Waited for my girls to come.
And was having a small talk with sugi about relationships.
Hahah, common topic urh.

So i wasn't much in a mood after school.
I don't know why.
So after my girls had their lunch.
we all headed to the SLA room.

And we all had a mini nap.
After i woke up.

I headed to the canteen to get pocky.
And offered mohideen, hasan and raihan one.
As usuals.
They always notice with the POCKY strawberry.

And the karipap gang was asking for card.
So i let them play cards.

And me, sharul, faya, hasan, raihan and moideen played uno.

Damn, they all aimed for me to lose.
Evil idiots.
hahaha.

And we played uno in the SLA room again.
And headed to play soccer.
After that, i headed home.

Washed myself up.
And blogging.
Well, i'm real tired.
And irritated.
Not much in the mood.
Guess i wanna catch some sleep for now.
Bye.

LOVE!

SHAR-TEK!!

2008-04-09T04:18:00.000-07:00

Hey hey!

Well, today was really nothing much.
As usual woke up with my mom pestering me.

Met my girls in bus 59!
And walked to school.
As usual, was listening to my mp3.
Morning usually i don't talk much, till i'm with my classmates.
Because they actually make me laugh early morning!

Don't get offended with what i'm saying my girls.
Is just that morning usually, i get some time alone.
That's all.

So sat in the assembly with kas talking about yesterday's match!

LIVERPOOL 4 ARSENAL 2!

What a surprise.
Liverpool really played good!
yayyy!
hahah.

Okay so much for that,
first period was P.E.
So i didn't run with fizzie!

sorry mannn!
i was really lazy.
Guess i am.
hahaha!
and headed to biology.

Mr bang was there to observe our class.
And everything seemed fine.
Then headed to MT.

What can i sayyy

BORINGGG HELL SHITS!

After M.T was recess.
Goodie!
As usual Food from sedaplicious.
nyeahahs!

And so headed to geog after recess.
And maths, when hazwan fought with me.
Haha, and we got back in english class.
Hahaha.
Well, that's what close buddies are!
Forgive and Forget.
=]]

And so farhanah was saying i always want nabeel only?
What's wrong?
He's my close buddy.
Of course i would ask him to join the rest of us.

Nabeel, zizi, me and the rest of the guys are FAMILY, ONE HEARTBEAT.
So what's wrong.
i just don't get it.
Nevermind about that.

So after english i headed to the canteen to see my girls.
And first thing i heard is MUDIN!
grrr.
I know it was someone from the WP.
Damn.

And soo MR ALIM CAUGHT ME!
damn, so he forced me to go to shar-tek which is at bukit batok.
And ends at 6.30.
Damn urh.

So i had to go.
And i was sitting in the bus just listening to my songs.
Zizi was with the guys.
So i joined her after we got down from the bus.
And once we were there.

We started with the introduction.
And straight to cooking.
Kinda cool.

Did some thai salad, seafood hor fun, followed by a lamb kebab with naan.
All were great.
And there was a cutee chef who was assisting me and zizi all the way.
His name was raymond!
hahaha.

and once we were done, we packed our food and headed home.
And now i'm home.

well i gotta go.
My dad is on his way home!
adios people!!

LOVE!

HELLOHHH FRIDAY!

2008-04-03T17:26:00.000-07:00

hello hello.
Has been long, hasn't it.

haha!
well, i'm too busy nowadays you see.
so can't really blog well.
my dad is back from indonesia.
so lately i can't really use the computer.

and worst of all, i get screwed if i get home late.
so all i can do now is wait for him to go off back to indonesia.

and i can break out of my cage!
hahaha.
It's been like ages since i used the computer.
I miss going online and annoying people.

Well, currently i'm having my F&N lessons.
As usual, COURSEWORK.

and damn, i've been slacking much.

And haven't really done much on my research.
Although my task analysis is well done.

On the other hand, i do have much to study on my theory.
Damn, having N levels this year is really much stressful.

So i'm gonna request to my teacher that i want extra lessons!
it seems really unfair when the express gets to have extra lessons.
And we just get left behind with our work.

N level need to have the same importance as O levels.
Hahaha, i'm talking as if i'm really gonna study my heart out.
lol.

One thing about friday i hate,
TUTIONS!

I have to rush home for tution, which is at 3.
And there you go, my dad will be home this time!
What an unlucky point of time.

But i think when i'm reaching home, he should be getting ready for his Friday Prayers.
Known as solat jumaat.
So would be abit, maybe a inch lucky?

oh, forget about that.
I was suppose to go for the band concert!
but seems like, none of my cliques are going.
So why would i wanna go and rot down there.

So the upcoming event i'm loving forward to!
Speech day!

i get to be with my lovely sportsleaders.
Well, whether you're senoir or my junior.
You guys really brighten up my day!
hahaha!

Can't wait for farewell.
Wonder what are my juniors up to.
Hahaha, but in the farewell, i really wanna shed tears!
Because i'm really gona miss the commitee muchhh!

Last but not least,
Last wednesday, i had a friendly mach with the SAJC girls cricket team.
With bedok town secondary girls cricket team.
And WE WON!

hahaha, it's a miracle indeed!
I mean like won against JC GIRLS?
Hahaha, it's like WTF?
We really won??!!

gahhh!
So i'm waiting to step down!
and done, i can play soccer with the girls.
And including the WP gang.
Which is some of them.

Cos they are the friendly ones.
hahaha!
Was that suppose to be a compliment?
gahh!

so i'm gonna buzz off now! the bell just ranggg!

LOVEEE!!

Senoirs sehhh.

2008-03-21T06:30:00.000-07:00

Well, Yesterday.
Thursday, march 20.
Nothing Much happened.
As usual, lessons.
And it was the last day of Kalthom's lesson!
So from next week new timetable.
Next week Monday first period Bio seh!
damn damn.
But nevermind.
Sitting with haqim and nabeel.
And i can't fall asleep.

Hahaha.
So it was the investiture for my junior sportsleaders.
so left biology class early and headed to SLA Room.
Placed our bags in there.
And headed to the toilet.
Cam-whore.

Lidya, ida, me, faya, huwaina, sugi, kas and suba were getting ready for the investiture.
Then we headed up.
And we got the honor to sit in the second row.
Haha, well this year was kinda okay.
Not as good as last year.
Cos of the concepts.
All Changed.

Then The Seniors all moved to the seminar room to have refreshments.
Cheyyy, last year senior never get to eat siah.
hahah.

And so we took a pic with all the newly appointed SLAs.
And seniors took another picture.
And we left down to the sla room.
And celebrated.
So the excos came in.
And blah blah.
So we had some of the seniors in our room.
Having fun.

Then went to cca.
Was kinda boring.
After cca headed to sla room.
No Gym, can't play Floorball.
Like wtf?
damn urh.
Soooo boringg.

Then we headed to See the ncc boys.
As hafizzie was there.
So love to disturb him.
Crazy fellow, yet my best buddy.

So i when there.
And there was hasan!
another guy i would love to disturb.
But they all seemed so serious.
So i didn't.

Haahaha.
So waited for fizzie.
After fizzie came.
We headed out of school.
And to 7-11.

and headed home.
Shower and read book.

And online.
Then went to bed.
So damn sleepyyy.

And for today.
Friday 21 march.
Good friday.

Stayed at home and rot!
So boring.
Well, i have to go to bed early.
Tmrw morning must go simei for Cip, flag day.

But before going to meet, hazwan, haqim and fizzie at bedok inter.
so thats all for now.
Loveee!!!

Alloohhh.

2008-03-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

hello hello.

FRIDAY, 14 MARCH 08

So woke up and waited for tution tutor to arrive.
After she came.
Kas called me that she reached the library already.
She told me that no one's there.
so i called her up to my house first.

Then while she was coming up, i called faya.
and she told me she was at the library already, with aishah and ain.
-__-"
So once kas came up.
And then after i got dressed up.
We left and headed to the library.
Didn't get any table there.
So we were sitting on the floor.

After some time then,
The lady from the library came up to us, and ask us to move to a table.
We can't study on the floor.
Wtf?
Damn urh.

So we went to the reference section.
Thank god, we got a table to sit.

Then we studied, and half way.
My handphone got sot, and music started playing!
damn damn siah!

paiseh big time la siah.
haha,
then when it was turning 6.30.
we planned to go long john.

Damn, it was packed.
But we got a sit.
But we were wanting to change sits.

But then we just sat there itself.

so we had combo 1.!
hahah!
and with two cheese for myselff.
yummmyy!

LOL.
then i headed to my mom's work.
Company her.

Had laughters with her.

And headed home. Home sweet home.

SATURDAY, 15 MARCH 08.

Nothing much about today.
As usual madarasah.
After madarasah headed to aunt's place.
Played with my cutie pie nephew!
he's so adorable!

Hahaha!

and i'm home.
Well, gtg now.

See ya.

LOVEEE.

fun fun fun!

2008-03-12T02:13:00.000-07:00

well, on march 11.
Tuesday.
Woke up to get ready for geog remedial.
I and zizi planned to go late.
So i left my house at 10.
While class starts at10am.
LOL.

so met zizi at the busstop.
and to school with her.
headed to class.
and there shouts hafizzie.
he was highhh man!
talking to himself and all.
So he was saying that he was wanting to eat long john.
So i was okaye of hius decisions.
so we left geog class early.
cos teacher say whoever wants to go off early.
can go off.
so we left early.
fizzie and iqrak headed up to the dnt studio to see their teacher if i'm not wrong.
So zizi and me headed to the canteen.
and waited for them.
so when iqrak came, i msged nabeel where he was and where to meet.
once we were done.
left to tm to meet nabeel and hazwan.
So we caught the bus 22 and left.

Once we reached the inter.
We met nabeel and hazwan at small mac.
So we headed to TM.

Went to LJS, wahh fcuk soo many pple siah.
So we waited for people to eat finish.
Once a couple got of their seat.
We quickly sat.
But there was only place for two.
Then there was a vacancyy.
So zizi sat there.
And there was two middle aged ladies beside nabeel and me.
So they gave their seat to zizi and fizzie.
and then i and zizi headed to buy combo 1.
And got zizi for her choco pie.

Poor nabeel was tempted for the LJS.
hahah, cos he didn't buy.

Then after we had LJS, we jalan jalan ard 77th street.
then headed to the first floor.
then we cam-whore like mad arseholes!
hahahha.

After cam-whore headed inside, cos we laughed till me and fizzie needed to pee!
hahahha.

So they were planning to go to vivo city to search for work for fizzie.
but i headed home cos it was getting late.

After i headed home, tidy up my room.
And studied.

Today, Wednesday 12 march.

woke up early.
got ready to go F&N remedial.
And Met nazia at the busstop.
And headed school with her.
And we were late once again.
So when we got in, there was the sec 5 with us.
Damnnn!
all computers was being used.

But my class Chinese girls were going off early becos of their cca.
then nazia and me headed to a computer which has a excess to friendster!
LOL.

then we checked friendster.
Chit chat and all.
Hahah she did some touch ups.
And then zizi came late!
how wonderful.
hahah.
But she left early with the guys from 4a4.
So she kissed me in the cheek and rushed off.

Then nazia left cos teacher wanted to go off.
There was kas and pradeepa.
Just waiting for me and nazia.

So we left and headed to banquet.
had chicken rice!
hahaha.
my favorite urh.
LOL.

then pradeepa and we went to the bedok theater to catch a movie,10,000bc ,
While Nazia and kas took 17 home.
We were late for the movie.
So we rushed.

The movie was veryyy nice.
Hahaha.
And the hero was hot, so was the heroine.
hhaha.

now i have to get going.
Mom wants me to tman her go mustafa center to get groceries.
LAZY siah.

adios!

LOVEEE.

Sickk

2008-03-07T01:26:00.000-08:00

As usual schoolinggg.

well, today usual schedule to wake up.
but this time i caught the 59 bus on time!
Wahahah!
Then headed to school.
On the way kas joined.
Once reach school was assembly.
Darn darn!
Had to sit infront.
Stupid teachers ask me to sit at my own class.
i saw hafizzie infront.
So went to sit with him.

After assembly, was maths.
Had maths test.
Easy la seyyy!
hahahha.

So after maths was SS.
30 mins only.
Sleepy la siol!
After that 30min lesson of SS was geog!
the sub i hate the most!
damn damn urh.
Haiya just listen to the teacher nagging for 30mins will do.
She was telling about extra lessons during the holidays, on tuesday morning!
well, got no choice.
Got to go.
Haiya!

Then was Chem,
But i and zizi headed to lower sec recess.
Got my cousin to buy me Oheya!
hahaha.
Then went to that miss wee class.
She noisy siah.
So at that lesson.
All of us were laughing away.
Then that wee kept telling me to keep myself shut.
As usual, i talk back.
Guess she got pissed!
and started nagging that i losing la all.
What the fuck?
hahaha!
Nabeel, hafizzie, farhanah, iqrak, zizi!
All kecoh siol.
As for haqim, behind me, was sleeping like he didn't sleep in his life before.
LOL!

And she hold us back a while cos she couldn't finish the topic she wanted to do.
Damn urh.
After she let us go.
Throw her paper at the table.
So did zizi!
we both banged the door and left.
Fucking alien la she!
damn damn her!

then recess.
Makan makan!

ahha, left to mt!
Boringggg!
then assembly.
Was pretty high then.
Sat with the 4a2s.
Kecoh la the spelling bee or whatever la.
We sec 4 lost to sec 3.
What a disgracement la!

after assembly was over.
Headed down.
Grabbed something to eat.

Then i had a msg that there was a SLA meeting today!
Damn lazy to go.
Plus i had tution.
o i wanted to tell nasrul that i can't make it for the meeting.
So i yelled for raihan's name who was diagonal from me.
And ask where was nasrul.
He told me nasrul went for the meeting already.
So just fuck it and left!
hahaha!

Then Left home!
got tution at 3pm yaww.
so came home.
Shower , had lunch with mommy as she was at home.
Then she left to work.
And while having tution that arsehole brother of mine left somewhere.
So i got to use the comp.

and now i'm having a bad fever.
damn la!
what a day.

so i better go and take a nap.
so coming sunday i'm not going to sheila sister's wedding.
Cos sheila explain that the bride and groom coming late,
Blah blah blah.
And i'm going early.
As i have madarasah at 2.
Somemore at yishun.
So i decided not to go.

Well, whoever's going!
have fun girls.
=]]]

well, i better get going.
After nap must studyyy.

Adios!

loveee,,,
Nisaaa!

Notice!

2008-03-06T03:04:00.000-08:00

Notice!!!

i won't be onlining much anymore!
my stupid fucking elder brother changed the password!
damn urh.
and so i wont blog or online much anymore.
Maybe once in a blue moon.

well, for those coming to sheila sister wedding.
see you at 12pm!
will be there sharp.
I'm wearingg blueeee!
hahahah.

yes urh.

k urh.
gtg.
and my hp line kena outgoing suspended.
only incoming alowed.
so call me alright!

and anything comment me at friendster!
thanksss.

muchhh lovee!

PS: I miss youuu boyfie. 7 days since a word with you. Love you.=[[[

To Huda:

You fucking bitch!
You got problem, you don't stare stare la bodoh!
you come talk to me in the face!
chibye, you got conflict with me, slut don't dare stare at my friends.
I will pull out that eyeBALLS of yours.
Kannina you messing with the wrong person la.
Come and try me.
You won't even remember your own name.
Don't test my patience bitch!
I'll fuck you upside down.
you got that?
and yeah, the whoever so ever you're in love with.
Stop telling your friends you love him la, cannot be without him la.
Cos if you are with him, that would be when you are dreaming.
So you can jolly well fuck off from people's life.
And stop being a nuisance.
Oh bitch i wouldn't be myself anymore.

Lazy Bum me!

2008-03-05T02:02:00.000-08:00

Lazy Bum Me!

Todayyy!
Daily Routines!
you should know.
So caught the buss.
But didn't get to get on 59!
damnn urh.
so took 65.

And met my girls at the busstop.
Walk and went.
So i was early once again.
So i had to sit infront for assembly.
Damnn urh.
Soo once again, the chinese girls caught me.
And so did hafizzie pautoh me!
damn la.

So since hafizzie was down there.
Went to sit with him.
And first period was Mr. Barton's lesson!
Well, i was sleepy.
And i was so falling asleep.
But unfortunately his frog bob visit me,
-__-".
I find it cute!
hahaha!

So after english was maths.
Sleepy as usual.
Then Was F&N.
That Mr.Alim pissed me off.
damn urh.
don't wanna mention what happened.

Then was recess.
Lined up to eat rice today.
And nabeel!
that guy disturb me siah.
Whoever who was behind me got to buy before me.
Damn them urh!
hahaha, no offence.

so after recess was CME.
Hahaha, kecoh siah.
Something abt family planning.
Hafizzie wrote the vow that he promise to make every night enjoyable.
Bodoh!
haahha.

Then was Mt.
BORINGGG!

after schoold ended.
Had remedial.
Heard ms wee didn't come.
So there was no Remedial.
Yes urh!
so headed for F&N only.

So kas and ida didn't have remedial too!
so slack with them at the canteen.
and there was a heavy rain.
I had to wait for nazia.
so i was waiting for her.

So when the bell rang.
Beulah and suba came.
But the left first.
As nazia didn't come first.
And i was waiting for the rain to end.

When nazia came. Was waiting for the Rain to end.
There was Raihan, Hasan and mohideen.
Well, as usual i bullied hasan.
Mohideen quiet urh.
Never disturb me.
So i didn't disturb him.
And so did raihan!
so now you know hasan!
hahaha, you're fun to bully!
gahhh!

So when nazia came.
Nazia had a umbrella.
So we went home at 4.
Follow her take 28.
So aceh on the way.
Was asking him how he was.
Miss the seniors urh.
=]]]

and then saw that beulah at 28 bustop.
she was with that JO!
hahaha.
Joshua.
LOL.

so she took 9 and left.

And i took 28 with nazia once it came.
Now i'm home.
Waiting for my Elder brother to come.
He is suppose to bring me go Tampines mall to buy new handphone.
Since monday siah!
damnmn urhh.

well, i better get going.
see ya.

Loadsa LOVE.

Start off with laughters!!

2008-03-04T02:55:00.000-08:00

Laughters early morning!

Woke up as usual 6.10am.
Showered, blah blah blah.
Daily routines.
Left house and caught 168 bus.
Went to safra and got on 59.
Saw my girls.
And went to school with them.
Beulah told me she was pissed with me.
so i got moody.

once when to school.
there was no assembly.
So wasn't mr boon.
we was in the hall, helping out for some stupid ceremony.
So the bell rang and it was chem!

and sooo..

My class didn't want to go.
we all remained in our own form class.
From there we saw that ailen wee walked to her class.
but no one was there.
then she open her homeroom door and went to the hall to check.
hahaha!
but she didn't know we were in our class.
cos we switched off the lights.
once she entered the hall.
we all ran out from the classroom to her class.
quickly into her classroom.
and waited as if nothing happened!

hahaha!

then after chem was mt!
BORING!
and maths!

then recess.
got my shirt dirty.
how cool!
so headed to ct!
where i kena stand.
cos i spit vulgar to hazwan.
and mr boon heard it!
damnn!
then after ct was ss.
did some assignment.
after ss was eng!
damn boring la dey.

once bell rang headed canteen with hafizzie.
he was telling me to get him from the astroturf after ss remedial.

so i did.
while i was waiting for him.
that white plastics group came.
damn those guys face really make me laugh.
hahaha!

after that grabbed hafizzie and haqim and went to maths remedial.
after maths remedial.
stupid cca cricket.
well it was fun cos i was super hyper and mad!
hahaha!
kas, faya all can't stop laughing.
well, i'm retard.
had a sec 1 kid fighting with me once again.
haiya.
and he apologized!
hahaha.

then headed home with faya and kas.
saw that mohideen and raihan at the busstop.
Gahhh.
Was mumbling abt them to faya.
wll no bad things
haha!

then now i'm home.
well i better get going.
before my elder brother wakes up and scream at me for using the comp!
gahh, got to get ready to go tm!
buy new hp!

yayyy!
gahh!

alright then.
byee.
loadsa love!

Normal school days.

2008-03-03T03:29:00.000-08:00

BORING SCHOOL DAY!

Morninggg woke up at 6.10am!
showered and got ready to leave the house.
Was scared whether i would be late to meet my girls in the bus!
but reached there on time!
so i took the bus.
And was with my girls in the bus.
Unfortunately beulah was sitting with Err-Hem behind!
arse, never tell me hi at all when i alighted the bus.
hahaha!

then once got off the buss.
we all walked.
Chit chatting.
and beulah was talking about something er-hem personal!
hahaha.
Then when we reach school, i went to the dearest prefects room to go to nazia's shelf to take tbs.
=]]

then headed to assembly because the bell rang!
didn't want to sit infront.
so i sat with the 4a2's so that my fellow friends would sit infront!
but they caught me!
damnn urh?
hahaha.
but they nice la.
they sat infront.
hahaha.

then first lesson was geog!
teacher didn't come.
so in lesson was reading story book.
as zizi was sleepingg beside me.
then i felt sleepy too.
so i kept my book.
and slept!
wahh, i slept like as if i never sleep in life before.
got saliva all!
ahahah!

then headed to maths.
learned about some stupid angle on depression.
then kena homework on that topic!
haiyaa!
then went over to F&N after english!
again forgot my thumbdrive!
sot sot.
then after F&N was done!
it was recess.
Bought mee rebus.
and sat with my girls.
chat chatting.
then bought oheyah!
hahahah.
all time favourite!

once bell rang, headed to Ct.
After Contact time was biology!
so me and my friends walked to biology lab.
where i kena stand behind in lesson.
cos i was talking outside class!
haiya!
so did hafizzie and hui min.
but i had my testbook.
and hafizzie had it too.
so we sat.
and ofcos the topic was on sexual reproduction on humans!
guys favorite topic.
gahhh,-__-"

after biology was over.
It was english.
And it was boring.
cos mdm kalthom was trying to be sarcastic on making the lessons fun!
what the fuck?
hahaha!

then headed down to the canteen.
and eat eat!
then go for that stupid readers theater thingy.

and headed home with kas!
once i was home i switched on the comp.
chatting away.
and musics on the run!
going to get a new hand phone.
aiming for nokia 6500!
gahhh!
well, hopefully mom would buy me it!

and had a small fight with hasan!
for whatever reason!
sorry dude!
=]]]!

and now i'm chatting with my dearest sis, nazreen! gahhh!

well that's all for now.

well, it has been like 4 days since i talked to my boyfriend.
well, we timed out.
and i'm really missing him muchh!
hope he returns leaving that stupid habit.
love and miss you hunn!

sooo toodles!

love with loves.

2008-02-29T19:23:00.001-08:00

yesterday, 29 feb.

morning as usual.
took to the bus to meet nazia, suba and beulah.
And then all of us walked to school.
Talking stories as usual.
Then.
once reached school.
i went to buy breakfast.
Bred, mom didn't do anything at home.
then headed to assembly.
Saw hafizzie!
ran towards him and sat with him.
hahaha!
thennn, went to maths lesson.
damnn, i was soo sleepyyy!
i kept falling asleep.
damnn!
then headed to SS.
had a short test.
Didn't have enough time to complete the test.
Sooo, mdm samihah said we would complete it next lesson.
Then went to geo!
damnn, i hate her lessons so much.
she soo irritating laa.!
thenn after that we head to canteen to grab somethingg.
but i did.
i was saving up some money!
then went to chem.
i was soo bored with her lesson i was reading story books.
then bel;l ranged.
Headed for recess.
Was with my girls.
after recess was mt!
haiya.
so lecehh!
Mt was boring as usual.
after mt was contact time.
headed there!
did some reading
Then keena stay backk!
Did do cme proj.
so teacher asked me to promise him by monday i must hand up!

then headed down to the canteen to meet my girls.
they had some singing competiton.
so they were praticing singing.
while i was listening to kas's mp3 and reading storybook.
then once we had to leave.
we all assembled at the study corner and left.
once we reached there.
then comepetition start!

and surprisingly BEDOK TOWN WON FIRST!
hahha.
yeahh man!

then we headed to deepa house.
had much fun!
climbing over each other and taking pictures!
hahaha.
then we it was late.
so we all headed home!

well, thats all for now.
i have to go goingg!
byyeee.

fun fun!

2008-02-06T06:04:00.000-08:00

Today was hell fun.
Since it's chinese new year's eve, it was half day.
Had english, combine with mdm han class. so i was with shafa and kas!
haha.
Which turned out fun.
Then headed to maths.
After maths was F&N.
After bell rang, time to head to the parade ground for dismissal.
After dismissal, me, kas and nazia went to a prata shop which was around 800+.
Dammit, the pratas were fantastic and delicious siah.
hahah!
well, ate ate and then left home with nazia.
Had to run for the bus as nazia persuaded me.
aiyo!
so ran for the bus like a mad girl.
caught the bus. and headed home.
had lotsa fun in the bus.
nazia bullying me, me bullying her.
Haha.
then after my stop came, i got off.
And went home.
Went home and took a mini nap, cos later i was going to bedok reserviour.
So i left my house at 0530pm to meet kas, ida, sugi, nabilah and faya.
headed there.
did stretching and around 7 we reach the starting point.
We started jogging.
On the way, there was some stupid bangalas.
So irritating, keep whistling.
Felt like taking my shoe out and throw at them!
haiya, give them second chance urh.
hahaha!
Then, once we reach the finishing point was ard 0730pm.
We all went to the bridge and rest.
Waited for the stars to come out.
once it was turning 8, the stars came out.
so we all lye down on the bridge and look upon all the stars.
Was very beautiful.
And i started counting the stars while ida was playing some songs.
Was very nice.
We were all talking happily,
Till sugi and nabilah broke down.
alah, darlings don't worry and cheer up!
you always have us!
AND SUGI, WE WON'T FORGET YOU!
=)))
Then around 0830pm we started capturing pictures like mad girls.
hahaha!
Was damn funnn!
Though we were damn exhausted.
hahaha!
Then once it was around 0845pm we started heading to the busstop.
Faya's mom was there.
salam her.
and i faya, faya's sister and her mother took the same bus.
As for the girls, they walked home.
well, i reached home ard 9+pm.
And now i blogging.
tmrw i got tution, so i'm going to doze off now.
till here then.

LOVE YOU GIRLS!

no objections.

2008-02-05T01:15:00.000-08:00

hello everyone.
sorry it has been long since i blogged.
damn lazy and couldn't use the computer much urh.
well, i've changed much now.
i don't really care about my appearance.
just concentrating like mad.
well, i just want to make my mom happy.
that's all.
although she doesn't trust me.
and the trust isn't there between me and her due to a issue.
i still love her.
and i want to show her that i can make it through all times.
well, as for me.
these goes to be people who fakes my love.
get one thing.
there's only on guy in my heart.
and i love him.
Don't think otherwise that i still like other guys or whatsoever.
Pisses me off.
Maybe me and him may not be close at you see.
truthfully i love him from my bottom of my heart.
and i know how much of pain i went through to get his love.
It's not easy.
So get this in mind.
i love him and i want him in my life no matter how long it takes.
don't piss me off by saying things that discourages me.
And to the people.
you see me studying like mad.
And tend to laugh at me, like i step or act.
Get this in mind.
You don't know what i'm going through.
Try to make your parents think that you're stupid and you can't hardly do anything.
It's really discouraging.
So enough of your bullshits.
Get a life and start studying.
well, that's all for now.

i would like to dedicate this song to all my loved ones and him.

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Surely you can take some comfort
Knowing that you're mine
Just hold me tight, lay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

Let me be the one who never leaves
You all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling
That I'm on my own (leaves me all alone)
Hold me too tight stay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time(all the time)

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
[Smother Me lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?(4X- smother me)

When I'm alone time goes so slow
I need you here with me
and how my mistakes have made
Your heart break
Still I need you here with me
So Baby I’m, Baby I'm here

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me(smother me)
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?(don’t let me be alone)

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me(smother me)
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?(3X smother me)
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
the one who calls you baby.

till here!
much love.

I MISS YOU MOM!

2007-12-06T00:13:00.000-08:00

I miss you mom! i really really miss you alot. =(

hello hello.
sorry, long time no update.
the time i get to use the computer peacefully.
hahaha!
well, my mom left to haj yesterday.
which was 051207.
i miss her alot.
seriously.
i could say i was waiting for her to leave.
but life seems so incomplete without her.
i went to send her of yesterday.
hugged her manyy times and cry.
she going for straight 33 days.
i really miss her.
i miss her scolding me.
i miss her hugs.
i miss her kisses.
i miss her like hell.
i really know how much my mom means to me already.
life without her.
is not me, and i'll never be the same.
haishh.
well, i'm really very lonely now.
suffering with my elder brother.
azman went to a camp.
he ain't around either.
hais.
my LOML is going to penang this saturday.
haish.
well,
i waiting for my mom to come back.
i really need her.
i wish time passes fast.
iloveyou mom!
i miss you alot.

love!

kill my brother.

2007-11-23T21:18:00.000-08:00

well, i wont be using the computer often.
my elder brother wouldn't let me.
and he's changing the password.
as my parents are going to overseas for one whole month.
i would have to bare with him.
i wont log on to friendster or msn often.
anythingg please call me.
i cant hang out also.
i'll try my best to blog once in a while.
well, now i gtg.
i love you pple.
take care.

PS:I've only got one brother.
the elder one is dead. and he is a sucker.
a flirt ass.
a fucker!
he'll die soon.
blooody faggot arse.

till here then.
love!

Beach fun!

2007-11-22T19:11:00.000-08:00

well yesterday was funn!
woke up.
clean my house.
and left to meet deepa and her friend indra to go to the spot where their bf's and my friends passed away.
pit 24.
haish at pasir ris beach.
then the beach was damn fucking dirty larh!
the sand was sticky.
then water all went back as if there was going to be tsunami.
the sand was sooo soft annd yucky.
the deeper i and deepa went.
the softer the sand when.
then when i and deepa steped into the sand deeper.
the sand started to pull us in.
my both leg got stuck and i was struggling to get out.
my whole leg when in, till my knee.
and deepa started to pull me, her leg when in too.
damn then she tried her best to pull herself up, and she pulled me.
and we got out.
hahha.
practically she saved my life.
loal.
hahaha.
then we all headed to cam whore.
haha.
and left to go back home.
i headed to work and rot.
then waited for mommy to call me to get to ikea.
well, thats all for now.
gotta go.

love!!

PIC PICS.

2007-11-19T19:37:00.000-08:00

PICS PICS AND PICS.

till here than!

loveee!

CHALET CHALET CHALET! <3333

2007-11-16T05:50:00.000-08:00

CHALET CHALET CHALET!

Damnn, it was sooo funn man!!
i woke up at 11.30am today.
and waited for zizi to call me!
damn, she over slept!
and i had to ask her mommy to wake her up.
haiya.
then i chao out of my house first, when to library to wait for her.
waited for her.
darn, she was late!
haixx. then we hugged each other like hell.
and headed to the mrt station.
took train to pasir ris!
then we walked to downtown chalet!
and waited for adam and niven to come!
and when we reached there!
they were there!
so was ISFA!
then we hugged isfa and adam like mad!
long since we saw mannn!
then we entered the chalet.
niven's daddy was there.
hahaha.
then when we reached the chalet, they were arranging some stuffs.
then after niven daddy left!
cam - whore!
hahaha.
so much of laughters.
and then niven, adam and isfa went out to fetch someone.
so i and zizi were in the room.
havingg damn lotsa fun!
taking pics like mad baboons!
hahhaa.
and then adam, isfa and niven came.
they brought peter along.
well, i made a new friend!
loal.
then zizi had to go home!
so i went to send her off.
and went to buy *something*.
hehh, i don't wish to name it here.
then came back.
went into the room.
thats it!
i was in my world!!!
hahaha.
niven came up disturbing me often.
grrrs.
thenn it became 6.
was late!
so i left home!
damn, they were drinking at night!
couldn't get drunk urh!
soon soon i want to!
anyone care to join meee?
hehhh.
haha, then headed home!
and my stupid brother lock the door.
so i headed to my granny's place.
and my uncle was there.
had dinner there.
and i jush came home!
waiting for mommy to come.
i'm damn damn tired larh!
pictures will upload at next post!
till now thenn!

lovee!

jush hang outs.

2007-11-09T07:03:00.000-08:00

pass few days was out with nazia. thats all. im damn bored and lazy to blog my post now.
sorry!
lottsa love!

and pple please catch this videos out! to muslims it might be bad. but it's jush funny though.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uwOL4rB-go

me and my darl. [i know i look damn religious. hehh.]

pics pics and pics.

2007-11-01T21:37:00.000-07:00

hell fun was at the sec 1 camp planning!
hehh!
im so lazy to blog it!
i jush had fight with someone i loved like fuck.
and now everything is okaye.
well well.
im having a quarrel with my good friend mohan.
haix haix.

now for picsss!

all my lovee.
iloveyouguys.
mwahs!

sparkk birthday and finally jamuna darl pic.

2007-10-26T01:16:00.000-07:00

Sparkk birthday was yesterday!
happy birthday lovee!!
muacks!
heeh.
well went to meet her at boon lay yesterday!
wahh.
went home late!
kena alot.
but all for her urh.
her birthday.
i actually spend $155 on her!
for taxi fare!
to meet her.
loal!
well, came home!
aiyo problems like fuck!
i couldn't talk to anyone.
so i talk to the wall.
then i msged mohan!
cos i had no one to go to!
that fucker!
thot i was on glue and talked to me so rudely!
grrs.
then i called him at 11.
and i told him.
things that i had never told anyone.
dunnoe, i jush felt like trusting him.
well, since he's such a nice friend.
i trust him!
loal!
and now im blogging.

and this is my jamuna baby!

iloveher tons.

she's sucha angel. pretty urh? she's jush 16. sadlya attached.
to her bf and me!
lol.

lovee!

happyy familyy. =)))

2007-10-20T04:42:00.000-07:00

today today!
mommyyy scream at me to wake up.
cleaned up the house.
thenn used the comp in the afternoon.
told my mom i was going to bedok liabary to meet deepa.
then i went over her place to pick her up.
she was coming over to my house cos tal and mohan was coming over.
well, then went over to tampines mall to buy long john silver for mohan tal and deepa PLUS MYSELF!
hahaha.
then mohan was already under my blockkk.
soo headed down there.
and waited for tal to come.
when he came over headed to my house.
hahah!
tal come alreadyy see xbox then playy!
aiyo.
poor mohan didn't know how to play!
hahaha.
then we all were looking at some pple in friendster.
mohan and tal were saying wah this girl hawt larh.
then that girl hawt larh.
aiyoo.
hahaha.
then we ate long john chit chatting.
hahas.
lol funny.
was scared that my brother would be backk.
soo they were always ready to run into my room if someone was home.
LOL.
mohan was always ready to run!
hahaha.
then we left so that i could drop them below my block.
soo dinesh came over below.
and then since deepa was heading bedok.
dinesh and mohan were headingg bedok too.
so they took the cab together.
and then tal went to meet his cousin.
and i headed home!
my brother came home!
azman.!
yeahhoo!
i love him.
hahaha.
he was telling me he's gona change his hp or something.
hahahs.
and now im talkingg to mj!
hahaha.
okayee till here then!

loveee!

hell fuckkingg shit fun!

2007-10-18T04:52:00.000-07:00

todayyy!
went to excursion to science center with my love class 3a3.
had effingg fun.
but the group of us couldn't sit tgt.
haixx, so i and zizi sat together and cam- whore all alongg!
effingg funss again!
hahaha, then we all reachedd science center.
and look around.
we sticked with the karipap gang.
andd took pics like madd people again.
hhaha, kecoh uhh.
then took pics with nabeel, the 3a3 love familyyy!
nyehahahas!
irritating sots larh they all.
hahhaa, but still i love em all!!!
k dah.
then went to this bloody water thingg.
and myy sisters pull me in the water thing.
and i got drenched.!
fuckingg bitchess!
hahaha, but still we have to do it together.
=))).
thenn we went to makan!
since the chij toa payoh was there, darn it was soo crowded.
thenn makan makan.
saweww isfaa sayangg after soo longgg!
huggg her like fuckkk onlyyy!
i miss herr hell lots larh seyyy!
then took the bus again!
this time the family sat together!
and the boyss!
they bully me.
push me here push me there.
wahh my head kena all.
pain siah.
then behind me and zizi was nabeel hazwan iqrak firdan and haffizzie.
kecoh siah.
tehn nabeel take video!
hahahaha, kecohh siahh. then he disturb me.
pull myyy hair like hell then i pull his back uh!
kanninaa!
hahahahah actually kecoh.
then we got dismissed earlyyy soo left to meet sparkk.
met her at toa payoh and sameema too.
met her there!
went to eat long john finally!
sparkk brought me there.
her promises aren't fake afterall.
hahaha i love youuu sparkkk!
thenn we headed to macc!

AND
AND
AND

i mettt kelly and isfaa!
wee scream when we saw each other.
and hugg like hell!
goshh fuckingg long since i saw them seyy.
i didn't expect that i would clash with them!
darn i was soo happyy!
extremelyyy happy larhh!
then i chatted with them for long.
intro sparkk and deepa to them.
wahh chit chat like fuck as if we never talk for longg.
actually we did!
hahaha, then kecohh larh isfa go disturb sparkk!
aiyoo, she teach us new words.

ARGAM!
hahah go find out for yourself.
hahahah.
and i teach isfa and kelly new words.
hahaha! kecohh siahh, walk here walk there!
poor deepaLOVER was left alone.
but im sure my babies layan her!
Babies -kellyisfa.
then we left at 0530.
and sparkk follow deepa all the way to bedok.
hahaha!
sweet kan?
reached home.
chat and chat.
chatted with him and he went of earlyy.
haixx.

and now i miss kellyisfa and himm!!!
aiyoo.
okayeee larh i wanna get goingg.
i hate shit funs todayy.

and i lovee -zizi,nabeel, haffizie, iqrak, hazwan ,nazia, deepa, beulah , suba, sugi, isfa, kelly , sparkk, sameema.

the people who made my day today.
thanks you pple!

okaye with lovee!

aiyoo!

2007-10-15T21:01:00.000-07:00

lately has been such a bore.
but i got my raye duit alreadyy!
$195!
coolio!
hahaha,
now i have to treat 4 pple.
sparkk <3
Tal<3
Mohan<3
Deepa<3

have to spend money on them.
hahaha!
buyt okaye what.
anything for them larh.
okaye now.
i want to go off!

love!!

stress.

2007-10-12T00:08:00.002-07:00

life so stress when hari raye is the corner.
well, i guess some people knows what happening with me.
i already told you guys.
thanks for the care.
i love you people.
ill update here soon.
byee!

love.

and this is mohan, a real good friend.

The cute guy, the gay up in action! [three years back]

kayyysiao larh!

2007-10-11T05:46:00.000-07:00

today much of funs!
woke up ard 11!
dialed deepaLOVER num.
and spoke with her.
she asked me to go with her to meet sparkk.
but i woke up late!
and deepa was already out.
so she called bharathi to go out with her!
but my mom let me go out urh.
so i followed deepa along too!
when to pasir ris and met sparkk!
she is pretty afterall! hahaha!
then after that, brought sparkk to pasir ris park.
her sister friends were there.
social people!
hahaha.
until the grop of boys were throwing sticks at me and deepa and bharathi!
got damn irritated!
grrs, i wanted to turn ask them whether they had a problem or something.
jush didn't really wanna create a scene there.
then after that since it was getting late!
we wanted to leave.
sparkk didn't wanna let us go!
sorry dude!
maybe someother time hang outs!
=))
thenn i headed home!
changed to go my aunt house and to meet mohan!
went over to my aunts house!
played withh my nephew.
he's soo adorable larh!
i simply love him! sunday he's turning 1!
hahaha.
then headed down to meet mohan.
arsehole had to buy his father newspaper.
so we went to buy newspaper.
then we walked all the way back to his again.
i waited for him under his block!
then we walked all the way to the coffee shop!
and my mom msged me that i forgot my wallet at my aunt's place!
wahliao!
walk back all the way to my aunt house again.
get the walk and went down to meet mohan.
haha, he was waiting for me below.
then he forgot to take money for his ez link.
dorts. -__-".
this time i followed him up.
his house door was quite nice!
hahaha.
im sure the house would be even more nicer.
hahaha.
then we went down again.
and headed for the busstop.
to take buss num 3.
to go pasir ris.
he was gona meet his brothers.
and i was going to work.
yeahh.
goshh, he was soo mad!
jumping here and there.
kaysiaoo to the maxx!
hahaha. well i did had fun.
took bus 3!
and we were talking abt studies.
LOL. haha, no topics to talk larh!
hahaha then went it came to pasir ris he allighted.
and i allighted after a few stops.
went to shop!
waited for nazia to come to whitesands!
met her and headed home for buke puase with dad!
well, sometimes he's jush so nice to me.
and i tend to love him then.
when he is nice, my mom isn't.
when my mom is, my dad isn't.
haiyooo what a life!
then waited for dad to leave to terawih.
and im using the comp now!
well, my cousins are coming over!
i better get goingg.

with love!

[and this song goes to all myy LOVES.]

Nazia, deepa, isfa, beulah, suba, sugi, nazreen, jamuna, mohan, tal, roshh, zizi, adam, sazlina, sparkk, faya, megan, shahidah! and the ones i loveee! you know who you are!

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

EXAMS OVER LARH DEY!

2007-10-08T09:24:00.000-07:00

(Examsss Donee!!!)

and screamss!!
after maths paper 2 end!
class got so excited!
hahah.
and i and zizi were hold up.
cos some stupid teacher caught us communicating during the exams.
haiyo.
then mr boon gave us a paper each and sit separately.
and write what we communicate.
we both wrote the same.
cheyy.
hahaha!
what bestfriends.
hahaha.
then after paper over went to canteen screamed with kasturi.
then me shahidah tak puase.
we makan.
hahaha!
then after that i went to shing shong to get niv something.
hahahas.
went back to sch to catch beulah and deepa.
then we headed to simei.
and i kept making beulah jealous saying i will flirt with danial and stuffs.
poor girl, too stupid enough to believe.
hahahas.
then after that, headed to the shelter where beulah always play hockey.
and i and deepa went to eastpoint.
that girl after she eat already.
shopping ard.
poor beulah, alone there.
haha, haiyo.
then we headed back!
heavy rains!
so beulah headed home, and i deepaLOVER headed to bugis.
to do some window shoppingg.
so damn fun.
putting this on, that on.
looking out for the two guys we saw at bugis street.
kecoh larh!
after that we headed to bedok.
go get something from watsons.
then headed to bedok library.
took some books, and we headed home.
i came home to do my coursework.
it was at 5!
and i finished ard 12.15am!
hahaha.
long right?
play chat chat.
haiyoo.
im damn tirednow, im gona head to bed!
tmrw there's no school!
damn happy larh!
hahaha!
cant waitt!

okaye till here then.

loveee!!

boringg days.

2007-10-06T06:33:00.000-07:00

(FRIDAY && SATURDAY .)

nothingg much to update!
i'm sickly bored!
and i'm damn lazy for now!
today's love birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

till here now!

lovee.