blog,
dammit
Thursday, June 26, 2008
okaye, today.I could say it was really a bad day..But yet ok ok.I had school as per normal.Walked with raihan to school.And was early.hmpf!And so my wrist was bandaged cause it was sprained.So painful.I can't bend it, front and back.So the teachers all asked me what happen to my hand.They asked whether it was fashion, and the other ask whether i was in any girl gang.Lol, c'mon.I'm not that insane.It's irritating to wear bandages.And so there were some problems for my buddy, joshua.And i went to slack with my school guys after school.Didn't wanna go home early.There are really nice guys.they kept me company.Till i was not felling well.I was having bad stomach pain.And they understood why.Such sweet guys.And i went up to my aunt house,which was in the opposite.To get something.And came back down to meet them.Poobalan kept bargaining the time.From 5.30, to 5.45 then to 6.00pmFinally, he was the only one to walk with me to the bus stop.So sweet of him.Really indeed a nice friend.(((:And i came home.Showered.And i'm blogging.Well, i'm really tired now.I have coursework and maths to do.So adios!love!
holy holy crap!
Monday, June 23, 2008
Well first day of chool was okaye.
But two of my teachers changed.
Well, my mom teacher had to deliever her baby.
So now the hod of maths teacher is taking us.
Well, he's kinda strict.
I have to do his homeworks and hand them up by time.
Else, i'm wonder what he is gona do.
And chemistry teacher is not that ms wee anymore!!
how cool is that?
Now mr ng is taking us.
One of the best chem teachers.
My class dreams had come true.
lol.
And that was for the first day of school after the one motn of holidays.
Nothing much la.
Kinda boring.
Now it's the second day of school.
I'm in F&N lesson.
And the bell just rang
i better get going.
see ya soon!
Adios!
Omg, School!
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Holy Crap it's like 1 more day to school!
I'm so pissed with that of course.
The holidays just passed by, like a blink of an eye.
So much of homeworks and shits.
lucky i completed them, by doing group studies!
Special thanks to faya, for helping!
((:
And to kas, huwaina and fizzie to make it more interesting.
And shoes are all washed, bags are ready.
Homeworks are done.
Well, soon i'm going to the movie don't mess with the zohan.
Nc-16!
Can enter what!
good atleast.
So once school reopen.
Head home to study always.
Atleast till N levels are over.
Then i can enjoy!
((:
WEll, i'm off now.
Take care.
Adios!
Lalala
Friday, June 13, 2008
Hello!
Well, i'm practically bored!
Cause there's nothing to do at home rather, watch tv, play computer and study.
And dad's coming back to Singapore.
Hmpf!
Well, now i'm just tryyna occupy my time by studying.
So that i won't be sad thinking of some stuffs.
So far i'm not stressed with the studying.
Been slacking much.
Kinda bad urh.
Haiyo.
I think once daddy's back, i'll occupy the time studying so that i won't really get scolding from him or whatsoever.
Now i', seriously bored.
Okaye, i think that's all for now.
Let me go and search for anything interesting in the net.
Adios!
LOVE(:
life pretty well with friends,
Saturday, June 7, 2008
well, now i guess life has to go on!
being so emo, is really being so lifeless.
So just be glad with what kind of life i have.
I love GOD, Family, Friends, and Him.
Done, so whatever.
So yesterday Friday,060608
Did nothing much.
I mean in the afternoon i had to go shopping for my friend majitha for her birthday.
I'm gona be so bankrupt.
I've got another present to buy for zizi, and some other friends.
Hmpf!
I do owe zizi one too!
(:
And so since i was going to the airport to send of the people going to ummraah.
Ummraah- People going to the holy place in Saudi Arabia.
And so i went to pasir ris first.
Then i headed off back to Tampines to meet yasmin.
Saw her, and took 27 to the airport.
Went there and wrapped the gifts.
Later then, saw another buddy of ours.
And headed to the departure hall.
And omg!
It was freaking packed.
And plus there were so many Bangladesh!
Yucky right?
i know, once i walk in between them in that big crowd.
They get so excited, and get closer to me.
It happened twice!
I felt like fainting on that spot itself.
Okaye, nvm about that.
So one by one my clique came.
And were anxiously waiting for the birthday girl to come.
Finally she came!
and we all hugged her.
And handed her the birthday presents.
Then slowly when time passed, the crowd was getting even bad.
So my clique decided to get out and walk somewhere freely.
Then we started to cam-whore!
hahaha!
Then after a long wait!
we send them off.
and went to eat dinner together with my friends.
And reached home ard 1030pm!
Was so exhausted, and so my cousins were home.
So was basically having fun with them till 1am.
And they went home in their bike later then.
And today Saturday, 070608
Was nothing much.
Madarasah.
And came home at 8.
And computer.
K la, i wanna go off.
Adios.
To important person, what i wrote to you is in the post before this post.
Pictures time!
Click on picture for a bigger view!
(:
Will love ever be ahead of me?
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
This blog has never been related to my personal issues.
but this time i wanna tell everyone.
Whoever says that what i did is wrong.
Whoever says what i did was wrong.
I just don't understand.
My religious friends want me to end it with him.
My school friends asked me to go on.
But i'm actually listening to neither of them.
I don't understand what is my heart saying.
People say, don't listen to what people tell you.
Don't listen to what your mind says.
But listen to what your heart says.
But what if my heart is confused.
My heart can't do anything either.
It keeps me only alive.
And that is thanks to god.
I can't really decide is life meant to be with him.
Or meant not to be with him.
I never really loved anyone this way.
But what if life brings that i won't end up with him.
Carrying on with life is not that easy.
esp, with someone else.
But i can't possibly let him go?
I loved him more than anything.
And i knew he loved me too.
And suddenly you think that what if your parents knew.
How disappointing would it be.
How hurt would my mom be?
for having so much trust in me, but betraying her trust.
What i was doing, was right?
Or is it that the hope i had?
i don't get it.
People say, "eeeewww! That guy? not nice la"
This phrase, whoever says, you've got no rights to say it.
If you think he doesn't looks nice, i don't care.
I think he looks good according to me.
But rather looking at his face.
Look at his heart.
You don't know what kind of character he has.
I look for a person who my parents would like.
And person i would like, and would get along with me.
And he is qualified for every of those.
And left to decide, is god.
Whether he's the one.
Or not.
So i end the relationship with him,
praying every night and morning, that i want him in my life.
That even now i still love him.
And there is not even one day that i never think about him.
For those who are making me happy every time.
i really thank you people.
Love does give you happiness.
But only 1/3 of it.
The other two is family and friends.
Well, a little letter to the guy i loved from the bottom of my heart.Dear love,
I'm sorry that i had to end what we had together.
I wish you knew what i was doing.
I definitely think you knew, cause you agreed, for what i asked.
I still think we can make it through.
But only if you keep holding on.
I'm ready to wait.
Every prayers of mine, involves you.
I don't know whether you still love me or what.
Or the thoughts of me are still there.
I heard so much about you.
On what kind of guy are you, but i knew more.
And i still didn't care.
I knew how much you loved me.
And i hope that love will still be there.
I still have my trust on you.
There's never a day, i have not think about you.
Wherever i am, you're in my mind, heart and soul.
This is not any other nonsense sweet talks.
I ain't that kinda girl.
This is all from what was in my heart.
What i always wanted to tell you.
People came to me asking me, whether you really love me.
I would always say that you're sincere and you would never be like any other guy.
I don't want that hope to get lose.
And if you had already found someone else.
I think it's better if you could carry on however you want.
I think that's all from me.
Take care of yourself.
My prayers will always be there.
Love you very much.
Love,
Hairunnisa Firdaus.
