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Exams pressure!
Sunday, September 30, 2007
well well,
friday was englishh!
it was okaye uh.
not that hard.
shld pass, by god's wish.
and then rush home to leave to tution.
but i went over to nazia house!
hahahah.
jush then, rushed over to tution.
study.
then i went over to shop.
mom left for prayers and i was at work.
then i called mohan and chatted with him.
then i put down.
and study listen to music all along.
then after work headed home and used the comp!
haha. was home alone uh.
haha.
chatted with boyfieee.
borther came home, azman!
then i went into the room.
to watch a thriller movie with bro.
was msging mohan at the same time.
couldnt really sleep uh.
hahs.(next day! Saturday, 290907)i went to religious class.
damn fucking moody.
serious i got no mood.
all i know is that i wanna die.
and i msged everyone.
i dunnoe, i jush felt it was the end.
haish.
but later on i was okaye after my darls cheered me up.
then went to prayers!
hahaha!
i saw him!
what to do, my life jush goes this way.
haha.
had funs with sharee darl.
then went home with my brother.
reached home.
damn exhausted.
so i headed to bed.(Sunday, 300907)today!!
i went to religious class again.
this time dad went to overseas!
hahah!
yeahooo!
bahahs.
then left to religious class.
boringg lessons.
after lessons was over.
i saw him again!
hahha.
darn i love him.
hahs.
then headed home.
and buke puase with brother and mom.
and now im studying.
tmrw maths paper and ss!
god, im scared.
confirm fails.
haishh.
okaye i better get going. i wanna study!
till here then.
love!
Exams pressure uhhs!
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
25 september 2007
( met mohan and dinesh)
was suppose to hang out with tal and mohan.in the end all got corked up uhh.mohan had his interview but he said he couldn't come.faggot arse.but in the end, i went to meet him to get his biology notes from him.all sec 4 notes.helpful for sec 4 uh.not really for this year!hahaha!but still thanks dude.really appreciated.
then i went with nazia to whitesands.she went to see her boss.and i headed for dinesh block.then i wait.and wait.bloody mohan came late.arsehole.i waited for long seyyy.then i started studying.till two ladies join me.then i stop studying.went to a payfone to call mohan cos my hp batt flat.mohan came over jush then.so did dinesh.we all chatted.and had great chit chat.
they both danced like idiots.thou i was the only girl there, they did respect.nice gentlemens.hahaha!then their friend came over,IMAN,that cute fellow.i mean he looked cute.hahaha!then we slacked.and mohan and dinesh had a interview to attend in tampines.so we headed to tampines.we took the train.once i reached tampines.i headed home.felt bored already!plus, i missed deepa and tal!last hang out there with them.hahahaha!thennn, i went home.and took rest.watch army daze with my brother.and then i headed to study.once i study finish i went to bed.26 september 2007(Boringgg!!!)nothing much on this date.i went straight to tution.hahaha!i was late again.and teacher was mad.lesson end at 4.and i headed to see mum.and we bough food for buka puase.and headed home!saw mohan dinesh and iman again!hahahaha.then i went home and dad was back from italy.he bought me a keychain.hahahah!from a.c milan!cool right?hahah.actually i prefer bacelona.hahaha!then parents all went to tarawih.and i used the comp again.was damn damn paranoid uh.so i jush went to sleep.27 september2007.(there's nothing much! Exams tmrw!)well well,im in school now.doing my F&N.well i have a cocentrate.will be going home early again.got tution at 4.45!tmrw is english paper!god, exams are so fast!i better get going to studyy!till here then!loveee!!
fun funs.
Monday, September 24, 2007
(20/09/07)mohan, dinesh, tal, eunice, deepawell well.it has been a busy days for the pass few days.well friday!after sch.chao and went to meet mohan!to pass that faggot his burfdae present uh.then actually the plan was me, tal ,deepa and mohan.but in the end.mohan had to chao to change his hp.but tal mohan got to meet each other.and tal said mohan was good looking than dinesh!bahahaha!heart breaking for pradeepa.hahahaha!then me, deepa, tal and his ex headed to long john silver.while mohan and his bros left.and then slack ard for a while.then we chao home!then after that i went home.got paranoid!ome problems.don't wish to publish it again.then at night chatted with mohan on the phone.and called my lover.then i was damn sleepy.i went to bed.saturday sunday!not a day to be disturb!!!today monday!im posting from schh.and its ipw lesson now.later im meeting mohan and dinesh ard 3.have to rush after sch.now the bell has rang.i gtg!will see ya soon!tillhere thenlove!
Still not okaye.
Thursday, September 20, 2007
[Mohan Screwed up! but he promise tomorrow]well, today!went to school as usual.didnt talk to abang, kakak and zizi.i donnoe why.they stare at me.so i dont feel like talking to them.im sure they are closer to zizi.so im jush gona push them away.then i had counselling.hahaha!mr deepak laughed.well, it was fun thou.then headed class.i had to be with guna!no choice lehs.i do miss zizi thou.but i still havent approach her.slowly.haishhh.then went to cantten after school to meet the girls.was waiting for that bloody mohan to msg.luckily he replied me before even i left.he promised me that he will meet up tmrw.plus i called along tal.i want deepa to come.she never come its like my other half not there.then i head home.use the omp all the way.i chatted with megan on the phone.thennn i called mohan to inform that she was okaye making friends.he was with his friends.so i never pass him.plus im lazy to msg.hahaa!now im gona go off.get ready for buka puase.till then!loves.
hell shits, thank you girls.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
[Fights and Fights!]well, today.
woke up for sahor like a dead mice.
hahaha!
then after sahor i went to see for 45mins.
haiya so little.
haha
when, to schh.
was damn tired.
first was maths.
i payed attention in class.
but the thing is i dont understand anything in it!
hahaha.
then it was english.
watched some video!
headed for recess.
zizi was with zahrah.
and abang and kakak kena lecture.
so i was alone at the bench.
i still remember what mohan told me.
took it at mind.
and jush be there alone.
and i studied.
then headed to cme class.
then i was maging mohan and i got bad mood due to some stuffs/
dont think i wanna mention it here.
jush then guna was passing me the books.
and i pass it behind without looking back.
and i guess i hit on zizi, cos she was sleeping.
and her specs drop.
she scolded me.
and i was alreeady pissed.
i took give her back the specs.
then she ask to say sorry.
so i siad sorry.
not really in a good manner.
well, she should know uh.
if i talk like that im not in a good mood.
and she question me even more.
asking me whats with me and all.
you know the felling i felt like bursting down there.
since she was my bestfriend i didn't wanna talk back anything.
so i jush shut up when she ask me.
if she was my bestfriend, dont tell me she doesnt know that if im at bad mood, dont disturb me.
then seems the whole class knew.
blamed me, fuck la i dont care larh.
i fight for my rights.
i did was accident.
and i know it.
more than that dont believe me its not my problem at all.
she can complain tell kakak and abang if she wants.
i dont have anything against.
she wants it that way.
then let it be.
i will call her later to sort things with her.
then after that did practical.
and went for F&n remedial.
had hell shits with kas, ida darling and nazia!
and went home with them too.
darn funs larh.
ida ida!
i love you.
hahaha!
okaye la.
im off now.
i waiting for buka puase time!
hahaha.
seeya!
LOVES.
sorry for the inconvience.
Monday, September 17, 2007
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sorry for not updating lately!]sorry for not updating lately.
some things jush werent so right in life.
thou, i did stupid things and regreting.
lost quite a many friendship.
it was saddenning.
and now everything is okaye.
plus my dad arrived back.
so i was kinda upset that he will scold me.
and he did.
but this time he apologized to me.
it was quite nice thou.
dued to the glue sniffing, i slowly drifted away from nazia, mohan and deepa.
darn it was heartbreaking!
and luckily adam didn't know.
i think i would have die on that spot.
he's fierce. hahaa!
after the sniffing stuffs.
i make a decision on my own.
well, this have to stop one day.
im getting rebelious each day goes.
ain't that nice.
and my mom!
god, she is pressuring me alot.
i really don't like it.
since i have no consolences to talk to.
i do really talk to the wall nowadays.
its funn thou!
rather listening to my mom nagg.
hahaha!
well, puase start already.
hahaha! i better not play a fool and take all my puase well.
better not be like last year, skip now and then!
hahahaha!
soo and soo now deepa ain't talking to me well.
im gona sort things out with her!
i don't really like things to go this way.
and plus today is MOHAN birthday.
thats faggot is jush 17!
hahaha!
but, he's nice! and a great friend. bloody turban!
hahaha!
and now madarasah girls, ignoring me alot.
grrr!
pisses me off.
but i heck care uhh.
i got a life of my own.
you think i can't live without you guys?
get a life larh!
i got other friends.
okaye well, im in school with zizi lover.
have to pass up f&n work.
hahaha!
see ya then.
will update you soon.
and roshh hunn,
this goes to you.
boys are fuckers.
so don't really care about them.
they will really regret one day.
okaye?
i love you still!
muacks!
till here then!!
wooohoo.
Monday, September 10, 2007
since today is tuesday.
yesterday i was at school lonely!
but if it wasnt for the boys in my class.
they sticked ard with me all day long.
soo sweet of them.
iwasnt lonely when they were ard me.
nabeel and haqim company me more then the other.
thanks guys!
it was nice of you both!
then after sch finish headed meeting deepalover!
then met tal, thepaper.
and went to his house.
his mom was there.
a very nice lady.
we chat with her.
and waited till 0630.
then we left.
and i headed home after sending her in the taxi.
went home and called zizilover!
she told me what happened during the holidays.
god, we never contact during the holidays.
hahaha.
well, she's happy.
haha!
soo i am.
then i went to bed cos i was paranoid.
gtg go for now!
love!
happyyyy!
Sunday, September 9, 2007
06/09/07
i woke up in the morning and use the comp at home.
darn it was spoiled.
and i couldnt use it.
so i quickly showered and went to work.
all and then i was at work.
and around 7 my mom came.
had funs with her.
and then went home.
i had dinner and went to bed.
07/09/07
i woke up at 9.
then i went to shower.
rush over to downtown east, to catch breakfast with my tution teacher at mac.
jush then, since she wasn't there at time.
i msged her, asking her where she was.
and she was still bathing.
DORTS. -__-".
then i waited for her at mac.
i saw shann and his friends.
i kept quiet without talking to them.
did'nt wanna.
later paiseh if they had forgotten my face.
later then, they apporoach me.
after 10mins later.
tution teacher came over.
and we had breakfast.
she treat me.
how sweet of her!
haha!
then we went over to my shop to study.
my teacher cam-whored all the way with the bags there.
haha. she forever with her cambra.
then ard 1230pm deepa came over.
my teacher and her cam-whored.
haha.
after that teacher went home.
and i pradeepa hand ard.
went to mac to grab a drink.
and saw some unwanted faces.
we waited for tal, [thePAPER]
to come.
god, he took the wrong bus and stuffs! LOSER!
haha. then i went to change cos i was going for roshh birthday party.
after that tal, came we head to her party.
handed her present to her.
hope she liked it.
and then i and pradeepa played in the water.
and then he headed to pit 24 a while.
only some pple know whats so special there for us.
then we played in the water.
i msged adam sayingg i was going to the water.
tal was keeping an eye on deepa. i think we did'nt head any further.
we didnt had extra clothing. thats whyy.
then we left and head back to my work. and then i told my mom to take over.
and i left to mac, cos tal asked whether we head to eat something.
nazia was there!
haha.
disturb her.
and raj came over. god i iss flirting with him. bahahaa!!
then we left and took 12 for deepa.
since tal stays near by my house he got down with me.
and he walked home.
and i took the bus.
cios my mom was waiting for me to go home!
i reached home.
msged adam.
and then was damn damn tired.
i went to bed.
08/09/07
nothing much madarasah!
and i talked with mohan again!!!
yeay!
haha.
byee.
love!
pillow fights!
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
050907 wednesday.
woke up wanting to go out.
and nobody was home!
so i used to computer.
and i told my mom i had sch at 12.30pm.
so i happily used the computer.
and my second brother, azman returned home.
then time was becoming 12.30pm slowly.
my brother kept telling me to go to sch.
as they were all thinking i was going to sch.
then he asked me , isnt mom coming home.
and i was like.
no she isnt.
jush then it was 1.00pm.
and someone knocked the door!
it was my mommy!
hell, i rush into the toilet.
and told her i had stomach pain.
haha
fakes.
then she scolded me so damn badly.
she whacked me.
and hell i got alot
then faya!
she was at tamp inter waiting for me.
and i couldnt get out from my house.
so jush then an hour later after my mom left,
i called her.
and ask zizi and isfa to come to my house.
faya was first!
then zizi.
and then isfa.
since, isfa was hungry.
i cooked some tuna for her and the rest.
god damn, it was so fun!
all the oil spattered.
and isfa was laughing away, as she doesnt know how to cook.
-__-"
then faya helped me out.
and zizi was on the computer.
then zizi came over.
and we all fried eggs and made ice milo.
then after we gobble up our food, we went back to the computer.
and listen to songs and see pictures in my computer.
then we headed to my room.
since there was many pillow,
there was pillow fights.
and hell zizi kept jumping on me! and since she was skinny.
her bones kept hitting me. god damn it hurt!
haha. but it still was fun as it was a queen size bed.
then we played guitar.
then camwhore.
and jump here and there.
then when it touched 6, we left out for dinner at long john!
haha.
faya, ate and left first as she was late.
then i isfa and zizi head to the nearest block as i bought chocolate pie!
bahaha!
then i ate and isfa was playing the guitar.
then we left to the busstop to send zizi and isfa went to meet adam.
and i ran back home!
and i was lying in my bed all along.
and studied.
then went to bed.
what a hell of a time fun!
well, that was yesterday!
060907 thursday.
i woke up.
and start using the comp as no one was home!
and now im gona shower and leave to work.
meet deepa if i can.
soo seeya!
love!
